is there anything i cant do that she can?

new blog!

2006-11-24T03:34:00.000-08:00

Well, not really a new blog.. but, this shall be my blog from now on.

www.nevermesswidvanity.multiply.com yeaaahhh

pictures.

2006-11-05T10:43:00.000-08:00

this are the pictures. :)) di ko malagay sa multiply. :-l nauubusan na talaga ako ng pasensya!! Aaarrrgh. :-l Bagal. Amp. Bagal. Amp. Unti na talaga. Ang kulit kulit nitong kapatid ko. Shit. Later na nga lang. Sumbungero pa. F***

STUPID INTERNET.

2006-11-04T10:27:00.000-08:00

stupid internet.

Aaargh. Nakakainis. I only got one hour to use the internet and, so far I've wasted 20 minutes..and more. X( Aaaaarghh! :( Mama won't let me extend because a lot of us wants to use it too. :( huhuhuhu.

Oh well, I have to make the most of it nalang.. Multiply won't even let me upload pictures. Huhuhu. Paano ba naman iyan?! Haaaayyy.

Tomorrow. A school day. Argh. Heto na po ang pinaka-kinakaayawan ko!! >:P Sorry ah. Tamad lang naman. :)) Hahaha. Kasi naman ehh. I'm enjoying my resting days and..here it comes.. Feeling bakasyon na kasi ako ehh. :( Oh well, education is good for you naman eh..I hope. :D :))..

Ang labo ko talaga. Am in a hurry.. Wala na. 15 minutes nalang. Taena. dapat isang oras to. tignan mo naman. Wala ring kwenta. Bull.

Gusto ko lumabas. Mangapitbahay. :) Harhar. Doon lang talaga ako masaya. :))

Try ko na rin di maging maarte. :) Lorainne gave me advices and stuff. Sige. Susubukan ko kahit mahirap. Paghihirapan ko ito!!!!!! :))

depression

2006-11-03T17:44:00.000-08:00

Hayyy. I'm hitting hard on depression right now.. Napapaisip nanaman ako.. I don't know why..But, whenever I hit depression, it's always about the summer.. or the past... I even remember my first time doon sa townhouse.. Or, when I used to live here at my lola's.. or..just stuff. When I was a kid.. I even remember the people I hung out with.. Or, our "adventures" and stupidness. (:)) )..Funny thing is, it almost always right before school starts again. Or, if I'm alone and I get all sentimental. :( Haaayyyy.

I'm thinking of.. when I was younger..
Or, summerrr...
Or, Dilaw..
or,4-mahinahon..

:)

2006-11-03T11:20:00.000-08:00

Waahh. >:P Malapit na matapos ang sembreak! Pasukan nanaman. Nooooo. :

Ang bilis ng panahon. Grabe. Bwaha. ang tagal ko na ring hindi nag uupdate. Ahem. October 19..Anong petsa na? :)) Nov. 3. Ayos! :))

Wala naman masyadong nangyari except natulog dito si lyka last week. :) Masaya naman. DEAR. :)) Walang kasawaang dear! uupakan ko na talaga iyan. :)) Haha. Puro picture-taking ang naganap sa aking cellphone. Sorry na. :)) Di ko pa nalalagay sa multiply ehh. :)) Tinatamad ako. Haha. Parati naman ehh. Summer kasi ehh. :)) Kalabuan?? 3 months later, March na. May nakakapansin ba? :D Joke.

What we did when Lyka was around..Kwentuhan and stuff. Showed pictures and stuff. :))Well, natulog kami ng mga 1:00 ng umaga. :)) Actually, ako lang. :P Di siya nakatulog eh.Pikit lang mata. Wow. Di ko iyun kaya! Next day, nanuod kami ng, Dick and Jane tapos You got Served!, while eating my favorite meal, Pancit Canton. Yummy. Haha. After that, we went to Christine and talked about "stuff" tapos naglaro ng touchball at walang kasawaang asaran ng DEAR. Oo na. Mali na ako. Oo naaaaa!!!!

Haha. :D

Then, we roamed around the townhouse for more than 5 times. Walang magawa. :)) Christine and I used to do that too. Haha. Tapos, we waited for Lorainne to come home from the intrams. Tapos, kwentuhan(sort of) then, we ate Mcdo. Ako nanglibre. Ang bait ko talaga! :)) kidding. Tapos, ghost stories tungkol sa dalawang babae, este katulong pala nila lorainne. Bwaha. >:) Tapos, punta ulit kina Christine ng saglit. Then, rainne went home. Eh di kwentuhan ulit kami ni lyka till 11:00. Haha. =))

Kalabuan, I know. Pero, im hurrying up ehh.

Tapos, nung mga november 1. :)) BAGYOOO NAAA!! Binaha ang sementeryo eh ang layo pa ng kotse. Yuck. Nilakad namin. :)) Nalublob ang aming mga paa sa sobrang duming tubig. Kadiri talaga. :)) Oo na, maarte na ako. Pero, pagtingin mo kasi sa may paa mo, may mga plastic..trash. :-& yuck!! Haha. Tas naka sandals pa ako. Mmmmm. How nice. :))

Waaaah. Malapit na pasukan. Waaah. tinatamad na ako. :(( huhu. no more. please.

Yun lang. :(

Yo.

2006-10-19T15:39:00.000-07:00

Tapos na exams. Thank God. :) I'm so exhausted from all the work. Grabe noh? #:-S Hayy. Projects. Requirements. Homework. Review. They're all done!..

..now it'S TIME to start a new one. :P nice one.

Pagod na pagod na talaga kami ni nica. I just really want to stay at home. I love my home because of the events nung summer. :)) But, even if I love my home and my friends' there, I still love my school friends. ;;) Don't worry, I won't forget you. :) :)) Neither should you. :D ;)

Thank you nga pala sa mga nag greet sakin nung birthday ko! And, yung mga nagbigay ng gifts. ;) Hahaha. I appreciate them from the bottom of my heart. No matter how simple it may be. :) Siyempre, kayo pa! :)) Haha. I love you guys!!!

Happy birthday to Miss Ann Lorainne Marigondon. Sweet sixteen! ;) Yes naman. :)) Ahhh Love you rainne. :D She greeted me at 12:00 in the morning. :) love you dearie. Ano kayang pwedeng gift?

Wow. bukas walang pasok kasi, it's our time to rest and sutdy a bit for the entrance exam the following day. Hayy. Scared and fine. :)) There's nothing top review actually. It's all stock knowledge.. Pero, ang dami pa ring i-"tatake up" sa entrance! :( Boo. May I.Q. test pa nga ehh. Boo. Boo. :'( I'm starting to hate and love school.

Puro digmaan daw sa A.P. this quarter. Kamusta naman yun? Good luck to us. :))

Inna Dacanay and Ianne Dacanay saw me last sunday! =)) Sorry di nakapag-"hi" :D nagulat kasi ako ehh! Hahaha. Kailan ulit kayo bibisita?! :D

Ang bilis ng panahon noh? Ngayon ko lang na-rerealize. It's like, wow. 3rd quarter na?! Wow. Lapit na Christmas. :) Carolling ulit!! Go. :) Lapit na dumating ang 2007. :) Im feeling sentimental about how fast time flies. Parang, iniisip ko...puro bakasyon..and now, kapit na 2007..lapit na rin bakasyon..:)) medyo. ;) Awwwwwwww.

Haaaaaaaaaaayyyy., I'm growing up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mag ha-high school na...
Okay,change subject. :D :))
I'll have to be ready for 3rd quarter and high school. :D kailangan ipasok ko na lahat sa aking utak hangga't sa aking makakaya. Yeah mehn. ;)

Cgeee. Thats all. :)

music!

2006-10-19T01:12:00.000-07:00

I <3>

GO SIR BRIT!! =)) Ganda ng boses. As usual.:))

Deep. Deep. :->

Who is that maaaaannn? =)) I love that part. Lalo na yung "deep" :)) kasi nang bubulabog kami ng mga taga-Badjao. :)) Yeah. Joke. ;) Sorry ahhhh. :))

BDAY KO!

2006-10-14T06:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Hey guys, im finally thirteen. :)) Yeah mehn. :-> Gift. gift. :D

Haha

2006-10-11T06:17:00.000-07:00

Ngayon lang ulit nakapag-internet! Hayy. Kung kailan bukas na exams. Haha. Ummm...

Well, theres nothing really to update except...:D

3 days nalang birthday ko na. Hello 13. :)) Hahahaha.

Kamusta naman yun? :)) Wow. I hate and love grade 7. Though I ache for dilaw each morning. I have to get used to the fact that, I wont see them everytime I enter the classroom. Grabe. So depressed awhile ago. Kept on hugging nica and the others. Telling them "I miss you" even though I see them everyday. :)) Hahaha. It's just different just seeing them and being with them. :- Hayy. I like Ifugao. :) I love them too but, Dilaw is different. :)

Whew. Daming requirements! But, I'm proud to say, I did all of them. :) Yeheyy. Hahaha. Nakakabigay ng "responsible" feeling. :)) GetsSs? Ganun naman talaga diba?? :)

I love my seatmates. :) Haha. Will miss them on the third quarter. :)) Nakakatuwa talaga itong sina monica, bea, edades(angelica) :)) Hahaha.

Uyyy! Giga! Gimik on sembreak. my treat. ;) Hahahaha. Yeaaaahh. It's a "belated" celebration of my birthday. Wuhooo.

Today is daddy dearest's birthday. :) Yeahhh. I love the Estrelles Cake. Love it love it love it. :D Hehehe. Malapit na rin bday ng isang tao dyan. Ahem. Libre ;)

Whew. Hirap na ako sa math tests..no, sa math thing. :) Yung sa age. Ewan ko kung bakit. Sorry na bobo. pero, hirap ehh. Nakakalito. Sorry ahh. Sorry. :))

Yesterday was Tiusday. ;) GetS?

Im crazy for Tiu..

I think im falling..falling in love with Tiu. =))

2006-09-14T15:30:00.000-07:00

Nasa akin na ang mahiwagang cellphone ng motorola E1. Hahahahaha!!!

Binigay din pala ng daddy dearest ko. :) Woot woot. He gave it to me last sunday. Those of you wanting to find out for my new cellnumber please i.m. me. :) Woot woot. :)) Hahaha.

Now, all I need to know is how to use the damn iTunes. :)) I mean, to download songs. Ang labo naman kasi ng dad kooo eh. ito ring dinownload ng ninong ko meron ding bayad. Limewire naman kasi walang bayad ehhh! Gosh. I guess, I'll have to wait till next week. :( HUhu. Or, next time.

Ilove summerrr. 2 araw akong di pumasok. :) Ang sayaaaa. Haha. I love summer. I wish to bring it back. :) memoriess. I want to see them once more. Hahaha. Isn't it sarap to wake up in the morning knowing there's no homework? =)) Hahaha! kalabuan.

I'm sorry. Wala lang kasi akong masabi ngayon. Huhu.

Hmmm. Kapitbahay on Sat. Tinatamad na "me" Huhu.

Ewan ko baaa.

Ayy. nilabas na grad pic koooo! :) Hahaha. Love it. ;) A bit. okay lang. :)) Hahaha. Well. May kaunting itsura lang naman ako sa picture pero, sa totoong buhay pangit talaga. Hayyy life. :))

Oh well. later ulit. need to do stupid research. Bwaha.

Story telling. ;)

2006-09-07T09:24:00.000-07:00

I shall tell you a story..

Once upon a time, my daddy dearest bought a phone. He bought it for himself. It has mp3 and a camera. motorola. 8,000 pesos. nice right? And, he started showing it to me..(*ouch* the pain. hahaha. ;) ) well, of course, I got jealous and a bit angry because he knew that I wanted a cellphone and he started showing it off. Urghh. And so, thinking of how unfair and cruel they are, I didn't talk to them for 3 days. (of course, on some basis I had to talk to them but, it was hard for me knowing that they hurt my feelings. Haha!)

And so, on the 4th day, I texted my mom using my friend's phone that I was sorry that I was giving them looks and not talking to them the last four days..She said it was okay so that they would understand..i breathed a sigh of RELIEF..

then at home..

mama: camille, halika dito..
camille: (raising both eyebrows I went to her room)
mama: close the door..

camille: (my heart beating, I obeyed..)

mama: Read this text..galing yan sa papa mo.

camille: (shakingly, I got her phone and read it.)
it said:
"Tell her I originally bought the phone FOR HER. And because of what she did, she will not have the phone nor any other phone until she is in college.."
camille: (Speechless..I gave back the phone..)

mama: See? Look at what you did. He was thinking that you were ready to have one. I kept on telling him that you didn't need one but, he kep on insisting..now, because of what you did..kung paano mo kami IRAPAN..binawi niya. Look at the opportunity YOU BLEW!"

camille: (I just stared..)

mama: He wanted to give it to you by the time your number was activated. The number was even SPECIAL. it was, 0917-CAMILLE. it was supposed to be like that. However, you treated us like that, he was hurt...He was so excited...tapos, kung paano mo kami tratuhin!.."

Then, she left..

I didnt cry. I strted accepting it...But, then I broke down in front of my friends..:(

Sayang ano? Sayang. But, then I said sorry to papa naman na. I dont know if he'll forgive me but, I don't expect that he will be giving the cellphone back to me. It's alright. :) I was already happy to know that he saw what I was trying to prove. That I was trustworthy. :) And, he saw I was worth it. I was ready.:) Until..I hurt him...Ughhh.

Okay lang yan. ;) Nakaka-"taba" na rin naman ng puso ehh. ;)
Anyway,I still have God. ;)

When I said sorry, I told him yesterday morning with a kiss and a personal, "I'm sorry papa.." and a letter on top of it. Mama helped me with that part. I was willing to show my sincerity in saying sorry..and to show mama I wasnt "ma-pride" as she said I was when I was trying to think up a plan on telling papa.

Hmm.

2006-09-06T18:32:00.000-07:00

Ahhh. Now that's what I call a looong weekend. :) sa thursday and friday walang pasok! Yeheyy! =) time to sleep and relieve stress. :) am here sleeping at my lola's house. She needs company more than I do. she's improving you see. :) I'm ready to be with her naaa..

Ang tagal tagal ko nang di nakaka-post. Gash. Hahaha. Superrr busy ko na kasi ngayon eh..Haha. wehell. :)) don't worry. homework yun and school things hindi gimik. ;) studies first mehn. ;) Hahaha. WEHH? Joke.

Huhuhu. nakalimutan ko yung CD na nakalagay yung camping pictures namin and stuff noong SUMMER. Tagal noh? Haha. oh well, bukas naman madadala siya ehhh.

i'm having bad luck the past few days. I'm a JINX!! Huhuhu. Sayang talaga yung cellphone na bibigay sana ng dad ko pero, binawi nya because I hurt him in some way. :(( Gash. Sayang noh?? Super. :( But, anyway,nakaka-"taba" ng puso to know that he saw what i was trying to prove..that I was, trustworthy. :) But, then I blew it because of my stupidnesss. Dapat kasi surprise yun ehh! but, i didnt know! so, I reacteed. :(( Huhuhu. Anak ng...Sayang talaga ano? Anyway. I said sorry na. I'm just waiting for his reply.

I'm not expecting him to give me the cellphone. (hell naman noh. ) pero, this just prooves that God does make miracles. ;) I love God so muchh...:) I know He wont let me down. ;)

"Bagay sayo buhok mo,
Bagay sayo suot mo,
Pero, sinta alam mo..
akong mas bagay sayo!!"

CUTE!! Diba? :)) hahaha. Ilove it. Yan yung ginamit naming poem para sa presentation namin nung culture week. We won pinakamakulay..Weeeehh? Really now! Hahaha. :)

I should be spending time with lola..:)) instead, im spending time on the net. How nice. How vain of me. :)) anyway, i will be sleeping here naman for..what? four days? :) I can make up for that! :) Haha!

Babooo.:)

Happy birthday nga pala to Miss Stephanie Ayson. ;)

2006-08-19T08:50:00.000-07:00

Here at Ica's! =)

Sobraaang thank you for bearing with us..making us libre...going to eastwood..giving us a fun time..at, maki-share sa internet. I love you Ica baby. ;)

Next time nalang ako magke-kwento. I just wanted to say THANK YOU for everything. love you icaaaa. =)

STRESS.

2006-08-15T12:39:00.000-07:00

Stress. :-l It's here. Huhuhu.

Everybody has been so STRESSED lately. Exams. We are so glad that exams are finally over!! Suspense is what now awaits us; Our grades. :-S Huhuhu.

Here in our family, stress din. We are so stressed with my lola. She's so sick with depression. As in. Not the normal kind of depression but, the kind of depression you get when you'reold and you get super stressed. So, like I said, stress once more. Tsk. I don't know what to do. I pray about her EVERYDAY and EVERYNIGHT. She seems to be getting better..but..

I love my lola so much. She is an important character in my book..in my life. :-( I dont dare want to loose her. :-( I try not to get affected and, sometimes I act like I don't care. But, deep down, I also get hurt like my mom. They don't see the hurt that I feel. To my family, I am not the "showy" kind of person. Sometimes, my mom gets mad at me when I dont help of act like I don't care..but, to tell you the truth, im doing every possible way I can to avoid that situation. It's hard to get hurt you know. I want to maintain or look happy. I don't want them to see that I am also getting hurt that's why I seperate from them.

I don't want to be near lola because, I get emotionally drained. I get sad, like her. I feel pity. I feel pain. :-(

Hayy. As usual, my mom misunderstands and think that I'm so....Hayy. Never mind. :-( I'm just praying for lola nalang. :(

Mmmmm. Eating coffee crumble. Ice cream. :-) Yum!! Hahaha. Am here at my lola's house. :) And, she has a gallon of it. Yeah. For us. But, we don't visit her all the time anymore. We're sorta getting distance or far from her. But, we love her all the same. :) love her enough to get hurt.

I used to love sleeping over here. But, I became the, "Stick-to-friends" kind of person now. I still love sleeping over here but, I like it better there. Though it sounds wrong, I'm growing up already eh. Friends are important to me...to us now. but,I still don't forget my lola. :-) I still sleep over here at times.

I'm thinking if I should go home or not. She's still depressed. I hate it when she is all clingy. I get a bit annoyed. x-( But, it's wrong to be like that when she took care of me. So, am trying hard to know if I should sleep here or not. I am so selfish, yes. But, I don't know. I really hate when I get depressed. :-( Who doesn't, right??

Hayy...

2006-08-11T13:03:00.001-07:00

Wahaha. Look at the poem I made. it's sooo cute. :)) hahahaha. Sobrang out of nowhere ko siya ginawa. =D

The blueness of the sea

the reflections on your eyes

The buzzing of a bee

The whisper of your mouth

The beat of the drum

the beat of your heart

The snaps of the castanets

Your footsteps part

The strum of the guitar

The touch of your hand

The note of the composition

Your part that creates division

Through the music we listen

Through the night we glide

Listening to our silence

And the music we create

Our hands hold,

We close our eyes

We hold each other close

And breathe into the night

We listen to the music

The sound of our beating hearts

The sound of our breaths

The touch of our hands

We look each other in the eyes

Seeing pools of mist

As we cloud over our problems

We see reflections of ourselves

Through our eyes we see

Through our mind and soul

You see my key

And I see yours

We silently part

Slowly and swiftly

We turn around fast

Remembering and forgetting

We don't turn back

But, listen once more

To our breathing hears

And the silence, we create more.

The End. =)

Science. :(

2006-08-11T13:03:00.000-07:00

I lovee Math! =)) Hahaha. Everybody agrees that it was easy as pie. Weehh? Mamaya dami palang minus. Ayy. =))

I hate Science. Sobrang gagawa talaga ako ng petition letter. :(( Huhuhu. I want to complain to Miss! Errggh. Kung hindi pa siya magbago, lilipat akong Assumption Antipolo. [ Haha. Lorainne.] Huhuhu. I dont want to leave my friends. :)) hahaha.

Grabe,sobrang stressed na ako sa exam. ='( I'm so glad it's Friday!! At least, makakatulog ako ng mahimbing dahil sa sobrang pagod. Napiga ang aking utakk. :)) hahaha. Nasiraan ako ng ulo...

Tumawag si Lyka kagabi. Nag rereview akoo. Haha. Come home dahling.. :))

andito ako kasama si CHRISTINE. Yess. :) Meron akon kakwento. =)) hahahaha. Aww. Sad ng storyy nya. :) Kaya mo yan!!

2006-08-10T22:21:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU BENNETTE BAGUISA! CLASS NUMBER 5 OF 6-KGGI LAST YEAR!! YEAH!! GO BENNETTE! KIM AND I LOVE YOU!!

Diba Kim Ngui?? :)) hahahahaha.

Science. :(

2006-08-10T22:09:00.000-07:00

2006-07-28T13:30:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU ENDLESS, A SILENT WHISPER!!

"Is this the beginning of our last dance..once around the floor can we do it again? I feel the thrill the words we take! I love you!!"

"Embrace...so much tighter!"

2006-07-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday..

Noong umaga, we had a mass in tribute for Justine Louise Bengzon. ='( We Cried throughout the Homily especially throughout Cel's speech..

Homily: It was so sad the way the Priest explained to us, that, whenever Justine's heart ached she would put the Scapula on her heart with her hand and it would lessen the pain..I cried for that part. Parang, I didn't know..or WE didn't know that, that was much pain she went through. He went on explaining how God took her away FOR LOVE..and so on.

Celery's speech: I cried throughout the part that they were talking about so much stuff. Like, Prince William etc. Especially the part na how they would be ninangs to each of their kids..She also cried at that part.

We cried because we just realized how close they were tapos..biglang mamatay yung isa..Diba? It's..parang..sayang..

Even though Juice and I weren't that close, we were friends and it also hurts that she left us. Sa totoo lang, ang dami niyang kaibigan ehh. I could name a few but, I know there were more. We may not be as close as Juice and Cel were but, we also loved her just the same. She also touched our lives and we never forgot everything she did. ;)

By Dismissal time, half of the Gigabytes were there,in front of the trashcan(:)) ) near the MMJ court. We were talking about Jus..and other stuff. How we were soo silly..Cel and Nica talked about a four-letter-word and how nica will be Mrs. number 1 and Cel Mrs. number 2. :)) hahaha. =)) Then, we talked about our "embarassing" moments na nakakatawa pero, para sa person na napahiya nakakatawa din. Gets? :)) hahaha. =))

Then, we were at the Kalachuchi tree..talking about "Stuff" haha. Girl talk! ; ) Then, a few minutes, I realized something..how i missed them soo damn much. How I loved them..how important friendship is.. ; ) haha. So, I shared to them (through text) how much they meant to me. :)) haha. Napaiyak ko si Polaine! awwww. :) I guess..maybe..the thing that happened in the morning..made me realized..FRIENDSHIP. :)

Later that night..

BLACK EYED PEAS! BLACK EYED PEAS! ;) Went to Black EyedPeas' concert. And, it was VERY entertaining..and, it was VERY worth it. :)) haha punong-puno ang mga upuan. meron din mga artista dun. hahaha. Like, Zsa Zsa Padilla and Anne Curtis(I think..) =) SOBRANG SAYA! nakita ko pa nga si Sofia dun ehh. :) Weelll..usap-usap ulit. wahahaha.

Ang astig ni Will.I.Am. SUPER BILIS NYA MAG RAP! SOBRA! Parang tongue twister tas pabilis ng pabilis. then, he started rapping while drumming and could play the guitar and piano. :)

Fergie..sexy! :)) hahaha. tas ang galing nya sumayaw..lalo na hips nya..hahahaha. :) nag gymnastics siya..pa tumbling tumbling noong kumakanta ng "Shut Up" with only one hand. Niceeee.

APL PINEDA! I LOVE YOU!! :) Hahahaha. Sobrang galing din mag rap and sumayaw. Panis kayong lahat dun! :) hahaha.

Tabooo..Galing din nito mag hiphop. :) Halos lahat sila galing sumayaw ehhhh..:)

Grabe..Yesterday was fantastic. Worth it. and never will i forget it. ;)

2006-07-22T09:10:00.000-07:00

I want to live forever
Inside the nights and days.
Wishing on a silver cloud,
Crawling across the moonbeams.
A summer night in heaven
Between the stars and waves.
Race across the old bonfire;
Trample on my heartbeat.

I wanted to turn you on
My favorite song.
Wanted to be near you
But somebody owns you now.

I love you with a fire,
Ablazing till times end
But what good is a heart
When it shudders to speak.
I guess it's too late now.

"I wanted to turn you on
My favorite song.
Wanted to be near you
But [of course] somebody owns you now.
[And] I tried to live somehow
Somebody owns you now"
[2x]

Somebody owns you now

2006-07-21T20:54:00.000-07:00

There. I will make post na for Miss Lara Enriquez. Hahahaha. =)

First aid and CPR seminar kanina! Kadiri yung mga pictures na pinakita para sa sugat choova. =)) hahaha. Yung mga wounds..Yuckkk. =)) Arte? /m\ Sorry na! Sorry na! Wow. Sobrang boring nya ahh. Nagpapatawa na nga lng yung host..corny naman. Napapa-"Wehh..?" nalang kami. Grabe. Naidlip nga ako ng unti ehh. Hahaha.

Tas ginawa namin yung CPR. Uh-oh. Ang dumi ng MMJ sa totoo lang ahh. And, hindi ko siya maxadong sineryoso. Tsss. =)) hahaha.

Ooooooh! Walang pasok sa monday! Thank you God. Sabi ni Jhoann di raw yun maganda kasi in one week exams na namin.

Sorry. :)) not caring. :))

Okay,so maybe I do..a bit. Pero, ganun din naman sa HS diba? So..masanay na tayo! :))

Sa friday din walang pasok..

Shooot. Di pala okay na walang pasok!!! Wala akong ma-sasave para sa MP3! ='( Booo hooo hooo. Im planning to save my allowance to buy an MP3. Eh when there's no school..no allowance..Shoot.

Babagal ang aking proseso ng pag sa-save at pagbibili. :((

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Wow. HELE,. We have to make an 8-head drawing of a figure na may formal at casual na damit. Wohoww. Pangpahirap lng yun eh. And, we have to make a sroty abour Gandhi's life. What the..? Tas puro tests na..AYOKO NA! GRABE! NO MORE!! :(( iiyak na ako..

There. I made an update na. Matuwa kayo! :)) hahaha

Tagal.

2006-07-20T15:35:00.000-07:00

Tagal ko nang di nag iinternet! Grabeee. Ano na ngayon? July 20? Last ko June 30? 3 weeks? Niceee. You know, busy kasi sa pag-aaral ehh. tumatalino..JOKE! Feeling? Weehh? hahahaha.

Well, nothing unusual naman nangyayari..Just..daming tests. Mga pa-epal. HOMEWORK! Ewan ko ba kung anu na gagawin ko. hahaha. Sobrang impossible gawin..for, lazy people like mee..

Oooh. Confession pala kahapon. Dami kong sins. =)) meron pa nga akong nakalimutan eh. Pati..naiyak ako sa advice na binigay sa'kin ng pari. Pinaiyak ba daw ba? :)) haha.

Chatting with Angela Guiao. =) Ooooh. may binabackstabb kami. =)) hahahahahaha. Bulgran na! Sino kaya yun??

Okayyy..Cge, bye na. later nlng. wala akong masabi eh. =)

Whooo.

2006-06-30T22:12:00.000-07:00

Let's see..

I've been having high fever for the past few days..(on and off..)

I've got rashes all over..

Sore throat..

I think I may have dengue..

I went to the doctor a while agoo..for a blood test..

Wow. Daming dugong kinuha! The injection was sooo big. Nice onee. Talk about "ouchh.."

Maya-maya pa namin malalaman ang results. If I have it or not.

The doctor said it could just be a viral infection(which is good.)...but,then again..she may be wrong.

But, I REALLY think it's just viral infection..

Huhhhhhhhh..natatakot ako...ayoko magka-dengue!!!!!! ='( sobra..

Buti pa pinsan ni Lorainne, NEGATIVE. Walang dengue....

Ako kaya??? Negative..? Sana...Sana..

Gusto ko na mawala lagnat ko..mawala ang pagiging kawawa ko..(Nyeekkk..)

Hahahaha. Gusto ko na maglaro sa labas. Sa likod. Sa court.

Everyday, I hear people playing at the court..='( ako lng yata wala dun. Poor me.

Hayy. Later nlng ulit.

2006-06-15T01:22:00.000-07:00

Look! Isn't she just cute? =) That's my cousin, Gabie. Awww. =)
Cute noh? =)) hahaha. She's saying =P BEHH!

First day.

2006-06-15T00:58:00.000-07:00

First day today. :)

It was alright. It was okay. Pero, Sobrang..iba ang class namin sa class ko last year. Punong-puno ng mga quiet people. :-l hahahaha.

I saw Giga again. =) Ang gandaa ng kanilang mga hairdooooooo..:)) hahahaha. Sobra. Like,Kattia..pinakulot..GOLD-i-LOCKS na ngayon ang kanyang hair. =)Queena, side bangs tapos pinalayered..si Polaine..Ganun din! Pero, hindi sila as in, prehong-pareho. =) Sobrang gandaa nga ehh. Bagay na bagay ni Polaine at ni Queena yung hair nya. =)

Sina Abbey..Sopya..Ica..Liselle..Andrea..=) Fortunately, walang pagbabago. =)Mga sira ulo pa rin. =)) hahahaha. Joke lang. =P I missed sopya and ica's cellphone! : ) may Agent V kasi dun ehh. wahaha.

Patty..? Akala ko ba lilipat ka na? Bruha. Barbera hah? :)) haha.

Ayy wait! Si Nica pa! =) Nagpakulay ng buhok at nagpagupit! She also already has glasses but NO MORE BRACES. Yun naman. =) That's what I call a new look. Daming nag bago sayo nica. pero, dont worry, appearance lng naman eh. ; ) hahahaha. Take it as a compliment. Bebe.

Hayy. Ako naman later on ang magpapagupit. Yup. Papa-"straighten" lang yung dulo ng hair ko ('cause I hate the kind of haircut I did to my hair a few months back. ) and, try magpa-side bangs. =)) hahaha. Yes Lorainne, papaayos ko na yung side bangs na ginawa natin ni Ate Len. =)) hahahaha. ; ) Isa rin yung "trademark" sa summer ko. =)

Baka mga 4:30 pa. Dont know..

hayyy. Dapat late ako sunduin eh. DAPAT. Eh, ilang oras na pala nag-aantay sina Meme(yaya namin. =) ) at Lede so, no choice. :( Sayang. May papakilala pa naman sa akin si Queena. Si Gabs. Her ka-m.u. : ) Naks! Sayang. Next time nalang Kyu. Hah?

Well..yun lang..oh yeah! Aircon classroom namin. =P beh. hahahahaha. 7:30 till 2:15. =) laaamiiiggg.

school na bukas.

2006-06-14T09:17:00.000-07:00

School na bukass! Today is the last day of freedom. :-<

Reminiscing summer. Haaayyy. Lahat ng nangyari. Since March 15 up to June 12. =) March seems so far away. Yung mga memories ko nga nung March akala ko prang last year memories yun eh. :)) hahaha. labo. basta,tagal na kasi. =) Ang saya talaga ng summer kooo..As in. =)

Haaayy. Excited na ako pumasok bukas. sort of lang. =) Haha. I want to see friends na kasi eh. So badly. Siguradong marami kaming ike-kwento sa isa't-isa. Mga kasama ko tuwing Dismissal! Kita-kits! Sana late pa rin kayo sunduin. :)

I'm promising to better this school year. Promise. Eh siyempre, kung hindi ko galingan baka mas lalo pang humigpit sakin si mama. Bawal na nga ako manuod,magtext,mag phone and lumabas tuwing MONDAY to THURSDAY.

Anak ng Tupa..parang kaya ko naman iyun noh?!?!?! Walang makakagawa noon..Hayyy. Palusot nalang ulit.

Para makalabas...i-"wawalking" kunwari yung aso. (Sa totoo lang,nakikipag daldalan na sa mga kapitbahay. :D)

Para makatext - Kukunin ang cellphone tas maglo-lock sa banyong may signal! :D Or,magtetext kunwari "emergency.." :))

Para makanuod?? Hmm..kaya ko naman hindi manuod eh..pero, na-aadict na kasi ako sa MYX eh. Alam ko na..pagnanunuod nalang yung mga yaya namin..papalagay ko sa MYX tas makikinig nalang ako sa hagdanan. :D

Kagaguhan! I know! :)) hahaha. Pero, yun nalang tanging palusot ko ehh. :D Kaw ba naman kasi! Kakayanin mong ganun kung nasanay ka na sa hindi ganun! Gets?? :D hahaha.

=(

2006-06-13T17:18:00.000-07:00

Sobrang memorable nitong summer na ito. I will NEVER EVER forget it. Parang yung last summer. =) Sobrang memorable. Ang daming nangyaring masasaya. NEVER WILL FORGET IT. EVER. I LOVE YOU SUMMER OF 2005 AND 2006. =) LOVE YOOOOUUUU!!!

Ifeel sad kasi, im here at my lola's house and there's nothing to do. Para bang homesick..? I also feel sad kasi hindi ko malabas itong nararamdam ko. I just can't. I feel sad kasi my summer is about to end and lahat ng mga nangyari magiging memory nalang. Magiging past nalang. Kagaya nung summer of2005. Very memorable. Never will I forget it. Puro nakakatawa at magaganda ang nangyari. Haaayyy.

I love looking back at the days. At the months. March,April,May and a little bit of June. I love looking back at the sleepovers..and the events that followed. (Crazy for youu..) Sobrang memorable..I LOVE YOU LORD. Thanks for giving me a summer to remember.

=) Goodbye summer. Hello School.

LAST DAYS..

2006-06-13T13:49:00.000-07:00

Nakapag-update rin sa wakas. :)) hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOFIA JERESANO!! =) Tanda mo na dude. :)) haha. Sorry di ako makakapunta sa celebration mo ah? There is NO TRANSPO talaga eh. =) happy birthday anyway.

Grabe. I’m feeling depressed.:( wala na kasi ako sa Antipolo eh(for now.) I'm here at my lola's house eh sobrang walang magawa rito. Yung ibang mga kalaro ko sa antipolo meron nang mga pasok pero, kahit na ikaw lang mag-isa..meron kang magagawa dun. Marami pa. Dito. Wala. As in. WALA. I want to spend my REMAINING DAYS of freedom with fun..well, sad to say,my FUN ended a little too early. Like,yesterday??

Hayy. I'm feeling depressed again..not just because I'm here at my lola's house..but because I can't find someone to talk to. I have friends..pero, kailangan kasi..yung friend na makaka-relate. Who's been there when these things happened. =( Hayy. Pero, feeling ko, if I tell someone what I feel..or what I need to say..they might tell other people. =(

Hayyy. Gusto ko na bumalik sa past kung saan, di ko alam ang LAHAT ng kailangan malaman ko. Gusto ko bumalik nalang dun sa part na,as if nothing has happened. To the part na I could communicate to "a person" w/o my insecurities rising. =( Gusto ko lang talaga bumalik sa dati. I'm sure that certain "person" also wants to go back to the past too. Hayyy.

Anyway, let's talk about yesterday nalang.

Yesterday,(monday) I saw my crush. =) haha. wala lng. I LOVE the number 7. haha. I do. Really. Haha. Nag-aasaran pa nga kami eh. Waha.

Yesterday, may laban sa basketball..yung mga dayo vs. yung sina Jan Jan. For the first time, kinabahan si MVP Valentine. =)) haha. May pusta ulit kasi. Pero, mas mababa kasi natatakot na yung mga dayo na magpusta nang marami kasi, palagi sila natatalo. (like,the day before yesterday(sunday)..all in one day they lost 85 pesos..kasi sa 3 laban natalo sila. (unang laban = pusta: 20 pesos. panagalawang laban = pusta: 25 pesos pangatlong lban: pusta: 40 PESOS.) So, mga 10 pesos nalang pusta nila.

Akalain mo,natalo kami. =)) hahaha. pero, okay lang..mababa naman yung pusta eh. haha. it's better..than..let's say..85 pesos? =D hahaha.

Hayy. Shoot. I'm really going to miss my summer. SOBRANG MEMORABLE ANG SUMMER KO. Kung pwede lang,bumalik ako sa past at ulit-ulitin yung mga memorable memories ko eh. Haaayyy.

Feel ko magpaka-senti ngayon. I'm depressed eh. Like, 241 ng Rivermaya?? It's a sad song..I want to listen to it over and over. =(

Countdown: 2 more days till school time..and 10 more months till next vacation. =( wahhhh.

....

2006-05-23T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hmm..

Pupunta kami mamaya sa restaurant. Boorthday kasi ng aking late lolo. =( He could've been 91years old if he was still here. :( Tsk. wawa naman ang aking lola dearest.

Okay, so wala maxadong masabi. Trying to explore and make "kalutkot" with my cbox and blogspot. haha. tignan natin kung anong mangyayari!!

Wala maxadong nangyayari ngayon. BORING. As in. Puro, text, internet and T.V. (what else?) Naduduling na ako ng sobra. Wahaha. Promise.

Tapos, wala pang bumibisita dito. Boo hoo. Kawawa ko talaga. hahaha. Hoy mga bored dyan..dito na muna kayo pumadpad. haha.

Onga pala, binago ko na yung "intro" ko sa sarili ko. Lalang. Sharing. =))

Haaayyyy..the only good thing to do is read..The Divine Wind by Garry Disher ang ganda nya. Love story. Simple but entertaining. It isn't comedy..only a really serious book.

Oh yeah, im not getting that depressed anymore. Medyo nalang. :)) napapa-"Goodbye past! Hello future!" na ako. =P hahaha. Marami nga rin namang nagsasabi I keep hurting myself by looking back. Hell..ang drama..pero, ganun talaga.

"Ang buhay natin ay parang isang sine..."

Joke. Tama ba? Haha. Basta sa kanta yan ni Papa Piolo Pascual. hahaha. :))

Ang sarap mag telepono. Just got off with Lyka a while ago. :)) haha. sarap mag daldal. Ganun siguro pag walang school..hirap walang kadaldal. hahaha. Kalabuan.amp.

Gusto ko pang ituloy ang aking mga sinasabi dito..kaya lang..paano ba yan? I have nothing to say anymore. :))

Awww. Na-LSS ako sa kanta ng Rivermaya. 241!! Ang ganda. Pakinggan nyo kasi! :)) Lalo na yung part na "somebody owns you now..somebody owns you now.." ang sad..nakaka-"match up" sa mood ko..or sa pagka-senti ko minsan. haha.

Oh, para mapakinggan nyo...mag-abang kayo ng mga..9:00 in the morning or 2:00 p.m. for the Daily Top Ten. number 9 sila. Gandaaaa..

Ang lungkot pa ng video..=( dating mag bf-gf silaa..tapos..haayyy..basta! Panuorin nyo kasi!

Ang cute din nung last part na magka-holding hands sila tapos..naglalakad sila with the bicycle. =) it would make you go...'Awww..' kung hindi kayo napa-ganun..bahala na kayo! =)) hahahahahahahaha.

2006-05-22T19:04:00.000-07:00

I’m suddenly thinking about death.( It’s not that I’m going to kill myself!)But, it just seems so interesting. What would happen when you die? Hmm. Would you live again after 3 days? That would be so cool! Getting to scare all your friends.. :)) hahaha. Making them all freaked out! Haha. And getting away from your problems and being able to rest in peace. Unless, you go to hell...then, that’s a different story. Haha.

I just now realized that death can be interesting. Not maybe as interesting as life but, interesting enough to make people interested. =)) hahaha. What’s more interesting about death is, how you’re going to have death...how you’re going to die! Suicide? Sickness? Murder? Accident? Ha-ha. What would happen kaya if I died? What would happen to me?? Hmm...

I picture death, black. I don’t know why. Why can’t or why don’t I picture death, white? Or pink? Or maybe even Yellow! Is it because, when we die our eyes are closed? [haha]Or we can’t think up on what DEATH would be like??

Okay! So enough about death...

A while ago, I was in ateneo because my sisters had swimming and I just remembered that my two besties were in the SEP program and the SEP program was held in..ATENEO..I decided to meet up with them..only to find out..

They were not in the Grade School..they were in the High School bldg. Which was near the Moro Lorenzo Gym.Tsk. Sayang! Nagkasalisi pa kami. Haha. Ganun talaga.

I want to talk to Nica Feliciano!!! I miss the girl so much! But, from what I heard in her blog, she went to Palawan for 10 days. Yess...hahaha. She always cheers me up when I’m depressed or bored. =) She’s verrry talkative. [Wahahaha.] But, you won’t get bored with what she says. She has a lot of things to say even if she is being very malabo na. Haha. Pareho kaming labo eh. Whenever we talk to each other kasi, we both feel high.

Correction: I feel high! She’s always high. Hahaha.

Anyway, when we both feel high...we get very malabo...and start laughing for no reason. =)) haha. I don’t know why. It just happens. Pareho yata kaming sira ulo. =)) hahaha. Or, we’re just happy ‘cause we’re in the same page for once. Hahahaha. Or, maybe we just both like to laugh. Laughter is the best medicine isn’t it? =) When I talk to Nica I feel like her; CRAZY. :))

Well, got to go. Kakain na yata kami eh. Or wala na akong masabi. Hahaha. =) See you when I see you!! (*kindat* Queena)

2006-05-20T09:57:00.000-07:00

Haayyy..
Iyak ng iyak kagabi..I still didn't feel any better..

Seeking comfort...Help!..

Been thinking about a lot of things lately..

About the past..

The past memories when I was still a baby..

To the happy memories that I have made before..

Thinking about it..makes me want to go back to time..and repeat the same scenes over and over and over..

Now seeking to go to NEVERLAND..

And not wanting to grow-up..=(

until my thoughts bring me to..

MY past mistakes..

And makes me think..if I really changed

Have I really changed?

Have I ..?

The same thought haunts me over and over..

If so, how can I go back to the me before??

Then, my inner me says,"You can't please everybody.."

I can't..but, I want to..

Especially, if the me before was the "good side" of the me now..

Is it me..or is my life just really confusing..or unfair..

Ughh..

2006-05-19T18:57:00.000-07:00

I feel so depressed. :( I have no idea why. I mean, there are a lot of things to be depressed about. Like, school nearing..or Justine's death..or being alone..

But, this one's different. And I have no idea why.

Usually I would talk to Jus or Queena or Nica about this..but, guess what? They're gone. Tss. I want to talk to somebody. Problem is, would they understand? Would they?? Guess not.

Maybe, it's because of the weather. Or because it's nighttime..or maybe, because I'm alone. Here at my lola's house. No brother or sisters. Maybe. Just maybe. But, they were here a while ago, and i've already felt this feeling even when they were just here. =(

I want to cry. ='( Really. I do. So badly.

And then, I also want to laugh out loud really badly. :((

Maybe, the depression came from my wanting. Like, WANTING to laugh out loud..then, cry badly. WANTING to do something adventurous and memorable..WANTING for summer to be a little more longer..WANTING to be outside more..WANTING to be a little more confident..WANTING for people to like me..WANTING to turn back time so I could just repeat the good memories over and over so that I won't be able to feel this stupid feeling of depression. ='(

You know, I feel like my chest and my heart are just simply bursting with emotions..emotions that want to come out. But, if my chest and heart are simply bursting with emotions..why is it that I feel like I have only one emotion called depression?? I really really don't get it. It's like I want to Shout and be Mute at the same time. Laugh and Cry. Run and be Lazy.

I want to see Justine again and repeat all the advices she gave me.
I want to go back to time where I was feeling kilig and stuff.
I want to go back to the fair.
I want to go back to March.
I want to see my friends and make buhos to them
I want to HAVE FUN.
I want to have adventures and do memorable stuff.
I want to CRY and LAUGH at the same time for no particular reason.
I want to go back in time where only all the good stuffs are being repeated..OVER and OVER..and OVER. =((..

Maybe I was right. Maybe all the things that I want (which are scienctifically impossible) are the reasons why I'm so depressed..

count your blessings people say..but..even I'm soo desperate(for the things that I want to happen) and depressed not to do that.

2006-05-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

Sad to say our dearest classmate, JUSTINE BENGZON has died because of unsuccessful heart surgery. (Napuno ng fluid yung heart nya.) She died on May 15 at 7 or 8 o'clock p.m. =(

Condolence to her family!

Her funeral will be on Saturday at Loyola Marikina (12 noon after the mass at 10 a.m.) Please be there. =) And please wear WHITE daw instead of blue. Thanks.

Let our little "Blue Eagle" soar higher into the clouds with the wonderful memories she has brought us. =) She really has "wings" doesn't she? =) Part bird part angel. =)) haha. Labyoo Jus! =)

You were a great team captain and most of all a great and true friend. sobra ka namin ma-mimiss. =)

BLOGGING. =))

2006-05-14T19:42:00.000-07:00

Ellow. =)

Saturday..
Lakas ng ulan noh? Walang tigil na ulan! (Rainne..and Rhynne. =P hahahaha.) Haha. Naligo nga kami ng mga kapitbahay ko sa ULAN! :)) more like nagbasaan since hindi ganun kalakas yung ulan nung umaga. :))

Nakakainis tong si Gelo. hahahaha. =)) kinuha yung timba na punong-puno ng tubig tapos tinapon sa'kin. Hmph. =))

Si Rainne di gaanong nabasa..Sayang. :)) hahaha.

Sunday..
nag stop na umulan! Cloudy pa rin pero, nag stop na..so..walang tigil na basketball ang ginawa namin. :)) haha. pero, na-cut short ang aking paglalaro since, we had to go to a party later on.

Reunion ng family ng lolo ko! :))(mama's papa's side. :)) )

Kasi, birthday nung kapatid nung lolo ko (na ngayon ay patay na. :))) so, almost everyone was there. Nakita ko yung sobra kong tangkad na mga pinsan na si Kuya Charles and Kuya Monti! at nakita ko rin ang sobra kong magandang pinsan na si Ate Inez.

Ang cute nung boyfriend niyang si Ian..(tama ba? =P )at ang kanilang beloved Basti! =)) hahahaha. SOBRA! =))

Ngayon?

Pupuntang kumon. TSK. ayoko na..as in...ayoko na..=(

where to begin..?

2006-05-10T18:14:00.000-07:00

. Hmm..Where to begin?

I was grounded because I almost lost the rechargable batteries and only was allowed to go out the day before we went to HK!

Went to Hongkong for 5 days..(starting with May 4) Haha. Meron pa nga akong "goodbye party" sa may likuran namin the day before we left. :))hahaha. Ang sayaaa nga ehh..<:))> sobra pang nakakatawa! hahahahaha.

May 4: I woke up at 3:00 in the morning. :Yawn: Sobrang antok na ako nun..I remembered school tuloy...only, this was much earlier! Haha. Ang quite pa nga sa neighborhood ehh..nakakatakot..:-SS haha..labo! :D

then, i made some last-minute texting with my friends..you know that I was going to HK already..

Sana hindi sila magalit kung nagising ko sila! :)) ahahaha.

:-O meron nga isang nagreply eh..si miss sexy! =) si rachel reyes! Yesss..:)) hindi ka natutulog ano? hahaha.

Then, at the airport..sobrang tagal..ang dami pang ginagawa..nakakapagod..nakakatamad at nakakainis! x-( as in. Pagdating ko dun sa prang "waiting area" ng airplane kinuha ko na diary ko tapos kung anu-ano na pinagsusulat ko. :D tapos nag-reminisce ako..i reminisced about May 3..(the so-called "goodbye party" haha.) Natuwa ulit ako. :))

then, finally..nag board na kami sa eroplano. mga..30 minutes delayed yung flight..and,we flew. :- :)) LABO.

While we were about to "fly" sobrang na-excite ako kasi, first time ko mag fly sa airplane(with consciousness) hahaha. I picked the seat near the window. ang cute tignan ng Pinas! And the clouds. hahaha. Yun,..then, we arrived in HK..and blah blah blah..

nag rest lang kami the whole day and went out later on to get food. Tapos, rest ulit..

May 5: We were VERY BUSY on this day. We went to the History of HK museum and the science museum..then, at night we watched the Symphony of Lights show and then, we went to the Omnimax show where I got really dizzy. Kasi, parang planetaruim xa..as in, bilog yung taas..tapos, sa taas dun pinapakita yung movie..nakakahilo nga ehh!

May 6: Hmm..Rode on a ship that made me REALLY DIZZY (blech!!) and then,We went to HSBC..and rode the Tram and then, walked a mile to the Temple of Buddha..kaya lang hindi natuloy so, pumunta nalang kaming mall to get the DISNEYLAND tickets. and, went home tired..

May 7: Rode on the Star Ferry, went to a bus and went to the Peak,,Victoria Peak..took some pictures..went home and rested.

May 8: Went to DISNEYLAND! sobrang sayaaa, =) Lalo na Space Mountain! PROMISE! =) Ganda. AMP. nakakatuwa.

May 9: WENT BACK TO PINAS!

And now, here I am! :) haha.

=)

2006-04-30T01:59:00.000-07:00

Friday..
Hindi ako pumasok sa grad ng milo! haha. So, instead, naglaro ako nag volleyball sa isang town..=) Panalo kami! May isa pa ngang rematch ehh..kaya lang..ngayon yun..di ako nakasama. =(

Then, after volleyball..inayos na namin yung stuff we needed that night..=) That night kasi, we were going to have camping with almost all of the people in the town house..oh basta yung mga nakakalaro namin..let's see..mga..14 kami? Yup. =) Ang maganda pa dun kami lang nag-organize =)..

Haayy..pati, muntikan na hindi pumunta yung isang kalaro (at Idol naming dalawa ni Christine) namin na si Gelo! Buti nalang ang lakas ng loob ni Christine na ipagpaalam si Gelo..Pinayagan tuloy! (Siyempre..kasi..may iyakan na naganap pero,,..okay na rin yun! hahaha. )

Oo nga pala..walang tulugan yun..pero, halos lahat kami (except Ransell (nag coffee kasi!) nakatulog..so..medyo..walang kwenta(?) haha! =)):)

So, nagsayawan kami (c/o Jan Marigondon) took some pictures..shoot some hoops(our camping site was located at lorainne's basketball court. =) ) and ate chicheria..we were going to have a Bonfire but, we decided to wait for one more person, Lyka..Sobrang tagal nga ehh! =) Well, you can't blame her..she's always busy. =) and I mean ALWAYS. =)

So, when she (finally) arrived..we started the bonfire...problem is, di kami makalapit kasi sobrang lakas ng apoy.so, sobrang init niya! haha. when we tried again..ang iinit na ng katawan namin..tapos, amoy abo yung marshmallow at hotdog. =)) Yuck! =)) But, it was fun anyway. =))

So, after a while..biglang dumating si Dale..haha..inaasar niya si Christine (friend namin)..and stuff..bigla ba naman na uwi sa basaan ng Cali! Tuloy..damay kami! :)) Ang sticky..pero, nakakatawa rin naman yung nangyari. =)

Tapos..
Yun..nung wala na maxadong magawa..at yung iba tulog na..nag basketball nalang kami..nagsunog..kumain..and stuff..pero, nakatulog din..mga 3:00 a.m. in the morning..? di ko na makayanan eh! gumive up na ako! :))hahaha.

Yun..that's all..:) ang sayyaaaa...=)

tagal..

2006-04-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to Beep by the Pussycat dolls. I am seriously getting ADDICTED to the song. The song is very catchy..especially the lyrics. haha.

tagal ko na palang di nag uupdate..well, nothing interesting is up..only that mag kukumon ulit ako (Boo!!) and tomorrow im graduating from Milo Best. =) Yehey! wala nang masasakit na excercise. hahaha. =))

Kanina nag shopping kami ng aking nanay! we bought shirts and baiting suits from Penshoppe! Ang tagal tagal nga namin dun ehh. hahaha. Paano, it was hard to choose clothes ehh..but, anyway, we had fun. Ang saya talaga mag shop lalo na kung ka-close mo pa nanay mo. =) Haha.

Sana nga lang di magalit ang aking Daddy dearest sa binili kong baiting suit. =)) haha. baka maxadong "revealing" sa kanya. haha. My dad's a bit conservative ehh..Pero, that's better than having a dad who isnt that conservative and who doesn't let you go anywhere w/o an adult. =)

Now I'm listening to Check on it by Beyonce`...=) natandaan ko tuloy ang sayaw na ginagawa namin ng Gigabytes sa banyo at sa stairs. =)) hahahaha.

Okay, have to go naaa..mag kukumon pa..(UGH!) mag da-diagnostic test pa ako..feeling ko mapupunta lang ako sa Level F..hahaha..kalimutan ko na lahat ng natutunan ko sa G ehh..I think... :-l labo...

tinatamad mag update..

2006-04-20T21:26:00.000-07:00

Tinatamad na ako mag update!...
so, anyway..nung Holy week..sobrang INIT! mga 45 degrees na sa probinsya..tapos biglang nag brown out. :- no joke..nagkakanda-iyak na ako kasi kakaligo ko lang tapos pinagpapawisan nanaman ako sa sobrang init. haha. nag drama ba raw?

Tapos..nag prusisyon naman kami nung Good Friday..sobrang nakakatawa. haha. Tapos hindi raw kayo natawa ano?wahahaha. pero, for me nakakatawa kasi siyempre ako nakaexpereince so..wala nalang aangal ah?

Anyway, tinatamad ako sabhin yung buong storya so, parts of it nalang yung iku-kwento ko. :P

Well..kami ng friend kong si Christine ang naging so-called "leader" ng prusisyon..sinasabi sa mga bata (at isip bata) na mag line up..siyempre bata ehh..walang nakikinig..puro mga pasaway..yung mga nasa likod namin tinatry sunugin ang buhok namin gamit yung kandila..pero, dont worry..di nasunog ang aming mga buhok..di rin namin sila binugbog..nakiki-ride nalang kami.

May na-meet nga rin kami ehh..his name is PAULO...mukhang mabait pero, di talaga. :P Hahaha..

Okay..so yun..tapos milo best naman..nag eenjoy na ako..im improving naman na..lalo na yung sa dribbling blah blah..umo-okay na ako..at hindi na rin ako maxadong nahihiya..sa mga tao..(halata naman dahil sa storya ko sa baba hindi ba? =)) hahahaha.)

Pero, pagdating talaga sa mini-tournament...Umm...pwede bang mag sub?? Hehehe!! =P

And, meron na rin akong na-memeet na people. Puro masasaya kasama..well...almost masaya kasama...

Naiinis ako..:- dont ask me why.

So, that's it. thats my looong entry. See you! =)

x-(

2006-04-10T22:06:00.000-07:00

Hayy nakuu..nakakainis..pinaglaro pa kasi ako ng nanay ko ng basketball ngayon! Dapat indi na nga ehh. :( Hayy..kasi naman...kasi...kasi naman..okay fine..bubulgar ko na..

Meron ako ehh...:-

Kanina..sobrang..ughhh...nakakainis...ang dami naming ginawa..and...URGHH!

Tapos..maya maya tinawag ako nung old teammates ko (akala kasi namin na same team like nung friday..) tapos..inaasar nila ako na dapat ibigay daw sakin yung bola hanggang maka-shoot ako..Haha!..Seriously, hindi ako naasar or nayabangan sa kanila..I have long accepted na bano talaga ako sa basketball..Tapos, maya maya sabi ko "hindi ako maglalaro eh!"

Parang sila.."bakit naman???"

parang ako..hindi ako makasagot...pa-tingin tingin ako kung saan saan para kunwari..di ko sila marinig at hindi ko na rin masagot yung tanung nila..pagtingin ko ulit sa kanila..nakatingin pa rin pala sila sakin...

so parang ako.."kasi nga...kasi....kasii..."
sabi nung isa..Ken ata yung name.."wala! maglalaro yan! walaa.."
parang ako.."hindi! hindi nga ako maglalaro.."
sabi nila " bakit nga!?!"
parang ako.."kasi nga meron ako!!"

parang sila..medyo nabigla dun sa sinabi ko..and turned away and just watched the game..(sa totoo lang nung time na yun tawang-tawa na ako..=)) )

yung isa naman di ma-gets sabi sakin "bakit?? anung meron sayo?" =))=)) pero, thanks to the Level 3 na guy na sobrang bait..sinave ako at sinabi..."wag mo na alamin.." tapos..ningitian ko siya as if saying "thanks" and as if him saying "your welcome.."

Naks! LALIM..so thats how my day or morning goes..maya nlng..gagawa pa akong testims ehh..bah-bye..

UGH!

2006-04-07T18:11:00.000-07:00

Bakit ba ang malas malas ko?????????

Bakit ba parati nalang na didisconnect ang aming internet?!

Bakit ba sobra akong nahihiya nowadays?!??

Hmm..

Sabi naman nila sa ending maganda raw naman ang mangyayari..

Hayy...then, I just have to wait.

Di naman maxadong malabo ang aking entry noh? =))

milo best

2006-04-06T21:08:00.000-07:00

Okay..so, kakagaling ko lang from Milo..sobrang saya! :) Kaya lang nahihiya ako sa mga lalaki. =)) Ang hirap nung tinuro samin na "Spider" pati..figure 8 front and back..Shoot...pero, yung isang lalaki sobrang gets na niya yung mga ginagawa namin parang ako, lumipat ka na kaya ng Level 2? Haha. Ang gwapo pa niya. =)) (tapos, nasa harapan ko pa..=)) )

Tapos, nag mini-tournament kami..sobrang wala akong ginawa!..pa takbo takbo lang..kunwari shu-mu-shoot..haha..pero, nakita ng isang coach (Coach Marsha) na hindi ako maxadong pinapasahan at di ako maxadong shu-mu-shoot sabi dun sa mga teammates ko na pasahan ako..blah blah blah..mas lalo naman akong nahiya...tapos..oh yun pinapasahan na ako..pag shoot ko bigla ba namang lumabas..sobrang NAKAKAINIS!..Akala ko magagalit sila sakin..

Hindi pala!

Okay lang sila ng okay lang..(wehh? okay nga lang ba yun?) tapos yung isang guy na maputi (na sobrang galing na hindi na dapat maging beginner) nilapitan pa ako tapos parang..he patted me on the arm..tapos sinabi "okay lang yun! okay lang yun! kaya mo yan.." ako naman..yes bigla silang bumait. =)) Pero, naiinis ako tuwing naiisipan nilang ipasa sakin yung bola sasabihin nila "ipasa mo dun sa BABAE! sa BABAE!" Um...I have a name.." =))

(Pero isa lang sa kanila hindi mabait...akin nalang yun..:)) )

Hayy..so yun..mag so-sorry sana ako sa kanila eh..tinamaan ako ng hiya..kaya sinabi ko nalang kay Regine (since marami na siyang kilalang lalaki at isa dun sa mga lalaki kakampi ko..) na sabihin sa kanila na "sorry di ako maxadong nag participate...and blah blah blah..." pero, anyway..even if I wasn't there..panalo na sila..Actually, kaya na nga siguro nila isang team vs. isa sa kanila eh..

Parang si Jan..kaya na niya mag-isa..

Tapos, maya maya nung pinag-"huddle" kami ni Coach Marsha bigla niya akong kinausap tinatanung bakit ayaw ko raw maglaro..hehe..

una, bano ako
2nd, nahihiya ako..
3rd, kaya na nila yun! =))

natulog kila Queena

2006-04-02T22:51:00.000-07:00

(April 3)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY QUEENA FILART! :)
Her bday was yesterday pero, since ngayon lang ako nakapag-internet..ngayon lang ako makaka-greet ON THE INTERNET. Pero, kahapon na-greet ko siya...kasi, kahapon pumunta kami sa house niya..natulog kami doon..grabe ang laki ng bahay niya..pati nung Forest Hills..sobrang layo ng inabot namin ng Dad ko. Sobrang naiinis na nga siya nung time na yun eh..buti nalang nahanap pa namin kundi uwi na ako..:)) haha!

Ang dami naming ginawa kahapon..starting with swimming..:))haha.sobrang nakakatawa.Benta! tinuruan namin mag float si Queena...pero, di pa niya maxadong ma-gets..nakakainis nga ehh..meron pang nag pipicture samin..Hmm..Si Queena lang ata pini-picture nila. :))haha.

Kasama namin mag swimming yung kuya niya, ayaw mag swimming nung ate niya kasi baka umitim..so, since no luck kami sa pagturo kay Queena.siya nalang nagturo kay Queena..Yess..magkapatid talaga. :)) HAHA..After that, kumain kami ng lunch doon sa Cabana..Sarap ng Spaghetti nila..lalo na yung chicken..sobrang Juicy! (Wow..naging Jollibee ito..)..ang dami naming kinain dun..pinapataba kami ng todo! =))

After lunch, swimming ulit then, umuwi na kami tapos nagkwentuhan sa loob ng kwarto ni Queena...jamming and stuff tapos, kumain na..(kainan nanaman) tapos, kinantahan namin si Queena ng happy bday tapos tinanong kung ilang taon na siya..which is 13..so, since 13 na xa we clapped 13 times..gets? :)) sobrang saya..tapos, katabi pa ni abi si..joke lang! di na kita aasarin! :))haha.

Hayy naku...there were 2 important people missing there..na-depress tuloy isang tao dun...=)) nagparinig??

Ohyun..that's how our day started and ended..pero, wait..alam niyo ba? nag walang tulugan kami? we stayed up late..nakatulog na siguro ako..or sila ng mga 5:00 in the morning..yung iba naming mga kaklase nakatulog ng maaga..tawag namin sa kanila "na-evict" :)) PBB!! Tapos, nung isa nalang natira samin..natulog nalang din siya kahit di pa siya gaano inaantok (tigas ano?)..haha..siya ang aming BIG WINNER...SI PATTY SINGSON..na tinatawag namin si Keanna..:)) Go patty..I mean, Keanna..:)

Ang hirap mag stay up late..:)) nung una, marami pa kaming ginagawa..nag tetext..nag bo-board game..nanunuod..nung nagtagal..nawalan na rin kami ng gagawin..o ng ginagawa..kaya..inantok na rin kami..pero, pinilit talaga namin na wag matulog..haha..ang tiyaga namin ano? :))..

So, yun daming adventures..NANAMAN...haha..gusto ko pa! :)) Oh yun..sige..bah-bye..

:)

2006-03-29T19:58:00.000-08:00

Andito ngayon sa lola ko..hehe. wala lang..

Hmmm..wala akong masabi ngayon kundi superrr boring and walang magawa sa bahay. Hindi lang dito kundi sa bahay sa antipolo.

At least may gimmik sa April 2. merong mag buburthday...:) ADVANCE HAPPY BDAY KAY QUEENA. :)

Wala akong masabi ngayon..maybe later meron na akong masabi. Wala pa kasi maxadong nangyayari eh.

Updating once more..

2006-03-23T18:22:00.000-08:00

Ang tagal ko naman since I last updated..anyway, wala rin naman maxadong ma-update..

Hayy..noong nasa car ako biglang nag flashback sakin yung mga lessons ng C.L.E. from the 3rd qtr. it's as if my mind's testing if I still could remember the lessons..Sadly, hindi na maxado. Tapos, pagtanda ko sa C.L.E. natandaan ko rin yung mga kalokohan na ginagawa namin..Yun! Natatandaan ko pa yung mga yun..:)) Haha. Boredom notebook..Mga drawing namin..etc..tapos biglang nagplay yung kantang "Vincent" by Josh Groban..Awww..Reading time naman natandaan ko. :)) Kagaya nung C.L.E. yung mga lessons din ang natatandaan ko...pero, mas marami akong natandaan sa Rdg kaysa sa C.L.E. (halata naman kung saan ako nakikinig. :)) ) Pero, natandaan ko rin yung mga kalokohan na ginawa namin..lalo na nung nag reresearch kami sa Library..sobrang ingay namin noon! Eh yun yung time na malapit na sem break..Xmas break.. :) iba na naalala ko nun. :)

Hayy..ang tagal kong hindi nakapag-telebabad kasi nanakawan kami ng linya..Nakakainis na ahh..ilang beses na yan nangyari!...Wala tuloy kaming magawa nung nag walang tulugan kami ni lorainne. :))

Basta..maraming nangyayari sa amin ngayon. :)) Dami..sobra...diba? kagaya ng nawalan kami ng linya..;);)

Natutuwa na ako..ng sobra..:)) nag gu-goodbye na ako sa linyang:

"Laging bigo...
Laging sawi sa pag-ibig.."

Haha..Ang labo ko pero, nag gu-goodbye na ako dyan...FOR NOW. :))
Diba lorainne?Queena?and Jus? :))

Hayyy...

2006-03-16T00:05:00.000-08:00

Shit..na-sun burn ako kahapon..(nag swimming kasi kami..) ANG SAKIT! balikat koh...ilong koh..my forehead..SAKIT! Tapos..what's more..umitim ako..:- nakakainis..I mean, gusto ko umitim pero, ayoko ng ganitong itim! Parang reddish brown na whatever..UGH!..Kainis!!

I will miss my classmates! Especially Queena..Awww...ang aking karamay..my partner in crime..Aww..

It's all going to fast..Growing up is too fast..time is too fast..Even though it's the START OF OUR SUMMER VACATION and I just met my friends yesterday..I miss them already..:( It's like feeling alone even though you're not. I'm on my own again and yet I can't do it..I just can't..

GIGABYTES MISS KO NA KAYO! DILAW MISS KO NA KAYO!PRENDS...MISS YOOOO ALREADY..

Maxadong maraming 'memories' ang nagawa..The thought of having these memories makes me want to see my friends so badly..:)) DRAMA!!! :))

Ibang klase talaga pag merong friends..hindi ka na masasanay pag nawala sila. :))

FLASHBACKS: PICTURES:

Kaming dalawa ni Kattia! Ganda niya noh? HT! HT! Party yan ni Steph ehh

Kami yan sa AV room kasi sila Edjess,Patty,Steph and Abbey mag au-audition na kumanta sa Teacher's Day. yung number 9 si steph yun..sa tabi nya si polaine..tapos ako..tapos si patty tapos si sofia! :)

To be continued..

sleeping over!

2006-03-14T02:33:00.000-08:00

AYLAB SLEEPOVERS! :) Andito ako sa bahay ni Ica (miss Veronica Vicente) ngayon. nakikigamit ng internet. :) Let me tell you something about ICA and her house..

ICA:
*mabilis mag text...
*bilis mag type
*bait!
*YAMAN!! (SOBRA!)
*KYOOT!
*puti
*talino
*Malaki ang bahay
*Daming pagkain...(corn..)
*Kyoot ng kwarto
*mahaba ang pasensya
*:) bery happy person..

Oh yun...AY! pati yaelliber...:))

Hayy...bukas naman swimming party sa bahay ng isa ko pang kaklase(mga dilawista please come..)HECTIC ng schedule ano?? :)) Pero, okay lng sa totoo lng. :) YEEE..I'm BUSY...YEEEE...

Ang ingay sa kabilang kwarto. :)) Ano kaya ginagawa nila? Hmmm..? Malisyosa!..Hmmmm...wala akong matinong masabi eh

Crush ko na ulit "siya" :)) ang tagal bago naging crush ko ulit siya ano? :)) NOT. Grabe...it's so nice here..so bery hapeee and bery comfortable. I LOVE IT HERE. :) Ang sarap maging senti ang sarap maging masaya...nakaka-inggit..Ica...sarap ng buhay!!

Ayun! alam ko na kng bakit sila maingay...nahulog si edjess sa bed. :)) Actually, 6 kami nandito..5 sure na sure matutulog pero, si Abbey..well..wala pang sagot na na-rereceive sa kanyang tatay. :))

Ma-mimiss ko ang school year na ito. (labo..biglang na dating sa school year..) Ang daming nangyari..sobra..very unexpected....:) pero, it all leads to one happy ending. :) LABYOOOOOO

GO DILAW. Ang dami nating memories na ginawa...sana wag nyo yun makalimutan..banyo breaks, family day, jamming sessions, boredom notebook,open forum,ACT,FAIR!! :)..basta sa lahat lahat..through the good times and the bad times (for short..) HOPE YOU WILL NEVER FORGET THEM! LABYOOOO!!!

Hmmm...

2006-03-12T20:56:00.000-08:00

Hmmm..Sa school yan! Meron pa ngang pa-epal sa side ehh..JOKE. :) Hmm..cnu nga pala yun..

Kami yan! haha. kakakain lang kasi namin ng chocolate eh. :D

LAST DAY NA BUKAS!!

Grabe..ang bilis ng panahon...parang kahapon lng..nagkakakilala pa lang kami..tapos ngAyon..gets? Of course di nyo gets..basta..sa'kin sa'kin na yon. :)) labo talaga!for ever..!

Di ko pa na-priprint yung concept paper ko! bukas na last day. Sobra akong tinatamad. AS IN! Hayy...sige na nga..gawin ko na nga..HmpH..

Summer na! Summer na! Sorry..malabo ako..excited na ako..wala ng HOMEWORK!

Okayy..wala ng masabi..:) Hmm..Di ko na nga pala crush si "siya"...ATA..ATA!

Concept paper......bye...

wala na masabi.

2006-03-09T22:39:00.000-08:00

Grabe..Di ko na-realize ang tagal tagal ko na hindi nag-iinternet at nag-uupdate.. What's today? March 10 diba? Wow. (Haha. meron akong testim from Queena...ngayon-ngayon ko lang nakita eh nung Feb 24 pa yun. :)))

Hayyy...Well, let's see...Exams na namin ngayon..Kahapon nag-istart..sobra..gising ako ng gising ng 4:00 in the morning para ma-review yung mga exams sa day na yun..Sobrang nakakapagod..pero, worth it kasi naalala ko almost lahat. (EyeBAGS...)

Tinawagan namin "siya" nung Tuesday :)) Tinapat ko na sa kanya..pero, di natuloy kasi naubusan kaming piso-piso (payphone gamit namin eh..) Pati, na-bad trip ata "siya" nung tnawagan namin ulit (nung Wednesday). Parang ako, okayyy..bahala ka na sa buhay mo.. :))Ang labo ko..pero, masaya ako nung 1st time namin siyang tinawagan. :)) Haha..hindi pa siya bad trip noon..

Aww..Ang bilis mag end ng S.Y.! I will truly miss my friends and the memories we shared and made. Start of schoolyear. making friends. the adventures. (Nov. 24!!:)) ) sem break. telelbabad.Fair.(;)) Intrams. mga away-bati natin. Turn-over. LAHAT...I will miss them all :) Kahit na palagi akong complain ng complain tungkol sa school...I will still miss them all...after all, I spend more time in school than at home right?

Grabe...I'm growing up. Malapit na ako maging 13 soon..high school na ako..iiwanan ko na ang lugar kung saan I made memories since I was in the 1st grade..nakakalungkot isipin but, that's how life works...Hayy..

Okaayyy..feeling senti. Senti kay "toot" at senti na rin tungkol sa life...Hmm..labo..

Well, alis na ako..i have to review and go to SCHOLASTIC.

END OF SCHOOLYEAR: MARCH 14...

Buh-bye na lng for now..

wala palang pasok.

2006-02-23T15:06:00.000-08:00

(Haha!!! Wala palang pasok)

:)) Akala ko Ateneo lang walang pasok..Yun pala MC din. YESS..mabaet ang Lord ngayon.:))!!

So, since walang pasok, pumunta kami dito sa lola ko(kaya ako naka-internet ngayon) talaga..lahat kami takbo papunta sa aming minamahal na lola tas sabay namin siyang ginising sa sigaw na "LOLA! WALANG PASOK!!" :)) Ang sabi nya samin.."Ahh talaga? Lakwatsya nanaman kayo?" :))Haha.

Pero, no classes isn't the only good news I received today.. (actually,last night pa yun...)I heard na pag-uwi ni Papa meron daw xang cash na pasalubong!Yehey! So, I am now planning to go to Ynares with my friends from antipolo (kung gusto nyo,sama kayo!)

Ynares= Parang Divisoria..only mas mahal ng unti.

:))haha!!

WOW! DAMI kong ka-chat. I guess I learned a new trick para may maka-chat. =)) Dbah Juice? :)) Galing mo talaga JUS! IDOL! IDOL! =))

ohwell..maya nlng..i will make kwen2 later.

School is back

2006-02-18T17:08:00.000-08:00

(Feb 19 : School is back)

School is back! Welcome back teachers.

Don't worry! I'm not going to say "Ughh..Ayoko na mag-school" but, I'm going to say "Good luck" kasi, you only have 4 weeks left to do good in the 4th quarter. And, I'm tellin you, 4 weeks is a bit short to do GOOD.

Hayy..Medyo natatakot na ako..kasi, malapit na mag end yung schoolyear..so, there is no next time to do better (or there is no next time to make up for the previous quarters.) there is only, NOW. Malabo ba? Kasi, ako gets koh. :)) Hahaha.

Pero, I'm also a bit excited kasi summer na eh. Lapit na ang freedom ko, Freedom natin. :) Hehe..

Like i said, later we are going to the "local fishing pond" (As nica would call it) and look for fish. Yes, fishermen and women kami ngayon.

Oh well...gotta go. maliligo pa ako. :)

gusto ko pa mag fair

2006-02-18T01:49:00.000-08:00

(Feb 18)

Hayy..desperado talaga ako mag fair ulit. Desperado akong maulit yung mga nangyari kahapon and end up in a longer time. HAYY..ang saya kasi ng fair eh!(para sa'kin) Sobra. Even if, isang araw lng yung fair na yun..it meant a lot to me..lalo na yung mga memories na nagpapatawa kami..;) ha ha.

Inuulit-ulit ko yung mga nangyayari kahapon..nung nag caterpillar kami hanggang pumunta akong Scholastic with oil pastel still in my face..:) Ang sarap talaga isipin nung mga fun events even if kahapon lang yun nangyari.

I wanna thank GOD kasi pinasaya niya ako ng todo! :)

hayy..dance na ngayon ng Ateneo. Ano tawag dun? Bluegaloo ba? Ewan..basta dance nila ngayon..Yihee dun sa mga pupunta! Haha..labo!

Magsisimba kami mamaya [!!!!!!](*wink kay lorainne,lyka at faye*) pero, bukas may pupuntahan naman kami. Sa fishing pond ng lolo namin...mangingisda kami bukas!!

Oh well, in 2 minutes..blue galoo na..ngayon na, magsisimba na kami. Bye :)

FAIR!

2006-02-17T04:11:00.000-08:00

I love the fair! Sobra..kahit na isang araw lng ako nakapunta..(kasi..may sakit ako nung thursday ehh)

Reasons:
1)There are no CLASSES!
2)I get to be with my friends
3)I'm FREEEE!!!
4)I get to experience having a booth!
5)Shopping..(ng unti)
6)Daming FOOD! Yum!(KFC.......)
7)Nang huli kami ng mga people. ;)
8)We get to meet new people ;)
9)ADVENTURE!(Haha!)
10)We get to use the wall climbing and slide for life without any chits! (duh..booth ko yun!)
11)I get to laugh AS LOUD AS I CAN! ;)
12)Maraming patawa rin dun ehh..:)) labo..
13)Masaya yung rides!
14)We get to wear CASUAL CLOTHES!

Thats it! Hanggang 14 lng! Bsta..I really cant aND dont want to explain why I loved the fair from early morning till 5:30 in the afternoon..!

Walang tigil na kasiyahan!!!

Even though SOBRANG UMITIM NA AKO AT NA-SUNBURN ANG AKING MUKHA! :))

We won nga pala the championships (nung wed)...i didnt get to play..I got sick..ohwell..Go dilaw nlng..thanks to luntian for being sports...kakaiba sila..they didnt cry! Go luntian! :)

2006-02-14T02:29:00.000-08:00

Championship game na namin bukas! Wish us luck! :) matalo man kami okay lng sa'min..basta...Wag lalaki ulo ng mga nanalo. :) UNDERDOGS!YEAH! :))

Please pray for me na sana mawala ang aking "bigla-biglaang" lagnat at makapaglaro bukas..(even if matalo kami...I still want to have fun tomorrow..kaya please pray for me.)

Okay, selfish ako..please also pray dilaw,rosas at luntian..kung sino man matalo..sana maging isport. ;)

Good luck to all sections tomorrow..advance congrats dun sa nanalo!

2006-02-09T19:18:00.000-08:00

Ito ang reaction ni joey de leon sa eat bulaga last sat ng mngyari ang ultra stampede:

Joey de Leon:"Dito na lang kayo sa amin! Dito mga buhay! Sa kabila

(Wowowee)...(nagmuwestra ng gilit leeg).. - nakakalungkot na sa kabila ng pagddlamhati ng mga kbabayan natin,ganito pa ang mrrinig sa isang joey de leon,nsan n ang respeto nya sa naulila?

Ipasa nyo to gang sa makarating kay joey de leon..~~~kahit kelan wala talagang alam na magandang sasabihin yang joey de leon na yan

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Ang sama nya!! Hindi ba nya makita na nalulungkot na nga ang lahat [lalong-lalo na ABS-CBN] tapos, gaganyanin pa rin nya. WHATEVER ah. KSP siguro yan..FEELING NAKAKATAWA.

Okayy..tama na ang galit. :)

Haha! Ang labo namin sa confe ngayon. Kantahan to da max...pa-cornihan...pagandahan..etc. :))HAHA! bsta..labo namin. halatang walang magawa. Diba Ica? Diba Rachel? Diba Catherine? Una,inaasar si catherine..bigla xang kumantang "to the beat of my heart" kumanta na rin kami...haha.

Jus, feeling senti ngayon...:)) Dami kasing nangyayari noh? parang maxadong mabilis...maxadong mahirap..(Okay..Ako naman..nag-dadrama. :)) ) :) Kaya mo yan Jus! Ikw pa...;)

Hmm...Punta kaming party mamaya! YEHEY! mag-dedress ako..tas ma22log sina Queena sa bahay...waha. It's been a long time since merong na2log sa bahay namin...Usually, na22log ako sa ibang bahay..magulo kasi sa'min eh. :))haha. Pero, sabi ni lola, hindi raw importante kng malaki yung bahay o hindi..mas importante yung tumitira dun. :) YESS! GO LOLA!

Ayan nananaman si Catherine..."to the beat of my heart" ughhh..cge bye..kakantahan muna namin xa ng "ulan" :)) haha..GO RUBEN! HAHA..

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pictures

2006-02-08T16:19:00.000-08:00

(Feb.9)
I love the song "lagi mo na lang akong dinededma" [tama ba?] Wala lng. "Mahal kita..pero, di mo lang alam!.." Yeah. Oh well, here are the pictures that I got from Lorainne's site and lyka's site

Hey! Yan si Joel..kapatid ko. :) Nung xmas pa yan ah.
Kami yan sa field sa may kalachuchi tree! :) Pangit ako dyan pero, magaganda kasi kasama ko. Yung nakablack na may headphones pa, si nica yun.[taga-ACT] yung isang naka-light blue, si Edjess yun. Yung naka-stripes, si Patty yun. Yung naka-red, si Queena yun, yung nakatingin sa isa pang direksyon, si Angeline yun..tas yung pangit dun, ako yun!

Janice and I. That's her when her hair was still long. Picture her with bangs and short hair...! Sayang buhok nya! But, she still looks pretty. Grabe, this picturewas taken on November 2005. That was the time when we went to write place and Mcdo. [Yes! Gumigimik!]

Me and the magazine. Oh dba? Sosyal ang magazine. Pinicturan din. :)

haha. benta..

2006-02-08T01:42:00.000-08:00

GO DILAW! GO GO DILAW!(Feb.8)

Grabe, we didn't expect that we would go this far.Akala nga namin talo na kami by first game comes..pero, look at this..we're playing for the championships! Astig noh? Pero, we wouldn't have done it w/o our friends,classmates and especially our darling teacher,Miss Karen Carlos! Yeah. Without her we wouldn't have made it this far.Ang nakaktuwa pa dun hindi siya nagagalit tuwing di namin na-hihit yung ball.Pero, kung not paying attention at yung iiyak well, you could say she takes action.;) haha.

Thanks to Indigo,K'ggi and Puti.Thank you for being sports.;)You not only made our games CHALLENGING,you also gave us lessons to learn and made our sections have a bond, stronger than ever.:)

Let's go Indigo! let's go! Go k'ggi, go go kayumanggi! team maPuti! team maPuti!

Special thanks to: Bughaw and Kahel! Kahit anong nangyari you guys supported us and on behalf of dilaw, "thank you!!!!!" :)

Grabe, now I learned to EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. Di ko talaga in-eexpect na manalo against "Team maPuti!" Kasi, the last time we fought against them we lost by 16 pts.Haha.Kahiya noh? Pati, they have a great team capitano,Justine Bengzon a great server, Jullian Tanaka and great receivers! so, parang kami, naiiyak na kasi ang hirap nito, pero, sabi ni miss na wag daw kami umiyak..kasi, once may umiyak,iiyak na lahat.[Wow. contagious ang lungkot!] So, di kami umiyak!(Except team captain namin.Pero, napaluha lang yun!;)] Kami nga,nagpapatawa nalng by dancing ehh!Habang naglalaro, nag che-cheer ako [sunod naman sila] tapos, pagkatapos makatama ng bola or hindi matamaan, sasayaw kami! As in. Sobra, nasa game kami...tawa lng kami ng tawa!PAti, we didn't care if we lost eh..game lang yan!!It's just for excercise and fun!

Pati, even if we lost we still had Yellow cab..este, dilaw-cab! ;)

Hehe!!!

Good luck to Justine kay "her" x-( GO justine. SAGUTIN MO NA KASI. You don't have to care anymore...you've sacrificed and bared enough. Payo lang justine,time for revenge. Time to forget being scared and remember [and memorize] all the hurt and "abuse" she did to you;For treating you like a good-for-nothing person!!

It's a good thing your patience extends, kung ako sa'yo na-upakan ko na yun. :)) Haha.

Yes, walang pasok sa thursday and friday. :)

my day..

2006-02-03T17:45:00.000-08:00

My day just keeps on getting better and better..

Una, kahapon nanuod kami ng ACT. Even though we were late for 30 minutes..Pero, naabutan pa rin namin si Nica..what's more,daming gwapo...YIHEE! YES! Tapos, si Queena at Nica pareho naging superrr saya nung gabing yun. Panu, dun crush nila eh..;) Sayang. Di ko nakita yung isa kong crush. Nica,pakilala mo naman ako..:))BASTA SAYA TO THE MAX..

2nd, hindi nagalit nanay ko na-late na kami nakapunta sa Mcdo. [Dun kasi ako susunduin..]

3rd, naka-chat ko na rin ang aking long-lost friend [na lumipat sa new york] at last. :) Yesss...so sobrang saya. Hanggang ngayon nga ka-chat ko pa rin xa ehh. :)

4th, I'm blogging again

5th, I got a new book and We're going to the restaurant later.

See,good things do happen. Maniwala lang kayo na may plan si God sa inyo na mas maganda. Labo. Example, if you're having a bad day..and you can't think of the optimistic side, just think na..God has a plan for you..malay mo.kaya ka nagkakaroon ng bad day..para..pag may magandang mangyari, mas lalo mong ma-eenjoy..and instead of having a bad day..you're having a good day. malabo pero, parang gnun. Pati, isipin mo na..(if you're having a bad day now) malay mo, mamaya..mas magandang pangyayari yung magaganap...ngayon lng..kailangan ma-bad trip ka ng unti. :) BELIEVE IN GOD. TRUST HIM. Yun lng yun.

Death day naa..

2006-01-29T17:46:00.000-08:00

Today's DEATH DAY..

hayy...tumaas grades ko..:) except sa math. urgh. Akala ko nga nung una magagalit si Mama ehh..pero, hindi eh. She understood naman...she understood WHY I HAD A HARD TIME IN MATH! hehe. :P And, she told me that I had good grades just, except math.. hayy. Ma, thank you for understanding and being optimistic about my grades. YEAH!

;) oh yeah..aalis nga kami ng nanay ko maya. We're going to a salon [yess...] and get our hair cut..[or my hair cut] eat together...and maybe to a little SHOPPING. Haha.

Now, that's what I call a good day. :)!

-->hope your day starts fine too. :)

My grades:
--bulgaran na toh!--
CLE- O
Reading- O
Lang-VS [huwhaaat..?]
Filipino-O
A.P.-O
Math-...toot..
Science-VS [pa rin??]
Art-S [hehe..]
Music-O
P.E.-O*
HELE-VS [haha.]
Computer-VS [nyekk..]

walang mapag-usapan.

2006-01-29T02:16:00.000-08:00

Hmm...We went out a while ago..like we do on some sundays. We went to visit my lolos and lolas who just came from the U.S. So, raming pasalubong..[more like chocolates]..So, nakita ko nanaman ang aking makukulit na pinsan. Haha. Lalo na si Steven..pero, hindi na siya kasing kulit nung dati. Mature? Dunno. Grabe. He was already tall the last time we met and he grew taller. And his voice has changed. I thought na paos lang siya, yun pala...his voice was starting to change. Hehe. Ang slow ko. Eh kasi naman, nung una kasi naming usap ang hina ng boses niya, kaya akala ko paos..eh nung sumigaw....haha. :)

Pero, kahit na nag-iba na boses niya, makulit pa rin siya. Pero, di na ganoon ka-kulit. [1) napapagalitan ng nanay kaya ganun. 2) he's slowly realizing na binata na siya and he should act like one] Then, I learned something new about him, he could play the guitar. Acoustics daw. Una di ako makapaniwala ehh..pero, in the end naniwala na rin ako. Labo!

Hayy..nung nag-uusap nga kami [ni steven] at nung iba kong mga pinsan, I was slowly realizing lumalaki na kami ni steven...But, even na malaki na kami he will always be my little spitface. Haha!!

Topic raw siya noh? Well...ngayon ko lang kasi siya nakita and he is like, sort of, my childhood friend..kaya ganoon. I don't open up to him [i mean, i want to..i just can't..] It's just na...parang..boy siya girl ako..I know there's nothing wrong with having a friend na boy..pero, ayoko kasi inaasar ako ng mga relatives ko. Pati, I don't think he would and could relate to me naman...so, we'll just stay partners in crime sa kaguluhan whenever we see each other.

Hmm..I need to eat na. I want and need and would and could eat na. haha.

2006-01-28T16:46:00.000-08:00

Nakakainis na toh ahh..

Question:
Alam mo bang kamukha mo si Sandara?!wahahahahahahah
Answer:
Mas kamukha mo pa ata si Sandara eh. :P

Haha. Pinilosopo?

Death day na sa monday. :((. You might be asking...bakit ano ba sa monday? What's so special about that day? To tell you the truth, it isn't special but it's special to parents.....Hayy..PTC na namin sa Monday. Getting of report cards. :( Hayy..Alam ko naman failed na talaga ako sa math..pero, kailangan pa ba ipaalam sa aking nanay? :( wahh...

NEXT TOPIC..
Seriously, I think I'm hurting someone very badly. Not only outside pero, emotionaly. Ang labo nga ehh..I don't know who..[and even if I do..I'm not sure if I really hurt the person..] so,parang feeling psychic? pero, Hindi eh..basta I have this sinking feeling in my stomach that I hurt someone really bad..but, I'm not sure who...Ughh..bsta, whatever na lng..kalabuan..

I need the chords of Magmahal muli. I forgot naa..alam ko lang yung intro at stuff pero di ko alam yung chorus. Labo. Bstah, paki bigay na lng. ;) thanks!

2006-01-26T00:02:00.000-08:00

You Are Summer!

Outgoing
Friendly
Flirty
Cute
Fun

What Season Are You?

Haha. Okayyy..pero, ang labo talaga. dito bright and shiny..next quiz..

Your Inner Muse is Melpomene

You are most like this muse of tragedy.
While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness.
Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side.
And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others.

What Muse Are You?

Dark and gloomy. Haha. Take the test para makita nyo rin kung anu kayo..kung tao ba kayo o alien. Haha.

2006-01-25T23:03:00.000-08:00

Aga ko ngayon! Grabe..;)

Wearing candy braces..hehe. Yung malalaki this time. Mmm...Sarap! [nang-inggit?] hehe. Patawa nga itsura ko eh...mukha akong unggoy. Waha. :)

Hayy. :( Merong concert sa Feb. 3...ugghh..gusto ko pumunta. As in. It will take place on U.P. Diliman, tas, halos lahat kami pupunta. Problema ko: PTC namin a few days before the concert and I am so sure I failed math this qtr. Urgghh..Panu ba naman, ang labo magturo nung teacher namin. As in, tas napapakwento pa. Sorry na lng dun sa may h.r. sa kanya pero, kaasar kasi. Halos buong class namin FAILED. Pero, yung mga class ni Miss Capule, Hayy...O* [95-100] na siguro halos lahat. Ayyy...

SO, yun..my problem din if ever bumaet ang aking parents at bigla akong pinayagan...is my transpo pauwi sa bahay. :( Sinu magsusundo sa'kin unless Abbey or Patty would be kind enough to drop me off. :D One more problem, next day bday partay ni Kathryn. Di ko alam kung makakapunta ako or what kasi, first of all, as in concert the day before. As in, more than 5 bands ang mag-perform eh pero, kung punta ako tas, di ako punta sa party niya, parang ang pangit kasi eh. Choosing something over a friend...but, still..I could make it up for her..right?? Pati, last year naman pumunta ako sa bahay niya. :D

Pagkatapos nun, the next week [Feb 10..] is Stephanie's party.. [di q alam kung matutuloy kami dahil sa nangyari kanina..] Grabe. Formal party or semi-formal party siya tas kailangan namin mag dress or mag skirt. [preferably, skirt...] tapos, parang ako, wala akong susuotin. So, hihiram na lang ako kay Queena...[khet jewelry sa kanya kami hihingi ehh..] Anyway, yaman naman nun so, no problem sa kanya. [Bahay nya parang kay big brother only mas malaki at maganda. Yun naman!] :)) haha. Pero, sa totoo lang nakaka-excite 'tong party na toh ha. I've never worn something like that to a party. :) hehe.

Dami kong lakad noh? Pero, ang problem lang dun di ko alam kung papayagan ako. Alam kong malapit na sa 70 something [or 70 something na nga ba?] ang grade ko sa math at alam kong bumaba ako nung 3rd quarter...pero, sana...sana lang talaga may unting consideration pang natitira ang parents ko at payagan ako. Pagkatapos nun, dun na lng nila ako i-grounded or whatever. :) Daya noh? pero, Gusto ko talaga! :)) who wouldn't diba?

2006-01-24T02:07:00.000-08:00

Galing ni Manny Pacquiao! Yess..pango na nga yung ilong ni Morales kaka-suntok ni Manny. JOKE! hehe. :D Basta congrats nalang! ;-) we're proud of you..!!

Okay, labo ko talaga ngayon. ewan ko ba. Kahet sa chat nga ehh. :)) wala lang talaga akong ma-kwento ngayon except...

Hindi ...wala pala..labo! nica..oh nica..keilangan ktah..nica...:))

hmm.

2006-01-20T17:23:00.000-08:00

Good morning people. Hayy..tandaan ko tuloy yung kinanta ni Bamboo na "a good day coming up...it's a good day coming up.." wala lng! :) sharing..

Wala akong magawa kaya ganito kaaga ako nag-internet. Pero, khet na super aga dito sa lola ko ang ingay ng kapitbahay. Bwiset. 9:30 ng umaga. Ughh..ang ingay. Prang may hina-hammer yung person na yun. Bstah...ugh. mayang hapon na lng...feeling tulog pa me eh..[jologs...] :)) haha.

Kakatapos ko lang magbasa ng The wide window [lemony snicket] ang gandaa ng mga books nyah. Awa lng ako sa Baudelaire orphans. Walang kwenta naman kasi si Mr. Poe eh..[okay, o.p. na yung iba. :)) haha!]

Okayy..so wala na ako masyadong pictures dahil tatay ko ayaw magbigay. :( papakita ko na tlga lahat ng mga pictures. promise. kahit na last year pa. as in, nung nag-carolling kami...xmas..new year...walang tulugan...:)) bstah yung mga ganun. Lorainne, sorry talagaa..

Hayy. If time would only go back and make a rewind I wish I would have been kinder and "warmer" [yun naman..] to the person I barely knew.

I'm really sorry na naging ganun ako sa kanya. First impressions eh. Hindi naman sa I judge before I get to know the person [really, I get to know the person before I judge] pero, parang kasi(the person I'm talking now..)iba yung pakikitungo nya sken eh. The person was mean to me pero, I didn't really mind. I didn't mind kasi, I just thought na that person was just mean na talaga...UNTIL I KNEW SOMETHING THAT MADE ME FEEL REALLY INSECURE..

That "finding out" thing made me prang meanER to the person. [di naman sa mean ako skenya dati...pero, it's like I wasn't mean..I was meaner] I was feeling taray to the person because of my insecurities. I was backstabbing that person even though that person didn't do anything to me anymore [well, that person was still mean to me..pero, not always...] I thought of that person's past and use it whenever the person's name was used. :(

I feel really sadd thinking about it. I wish I could turn back the time para maiba ko na attitude ko noon. I am and still REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY. :( sorry na talaga.:(

sorry,feeling senti over here...pero, im just SORRY!

walang magawa..

2006-01-20T04:26:00.000-08:00

wait. there's more. class pic naman nmen. yan nung field trip. lapit ako dun kay miss. katabi ko si Queena!.. Janice...pakyoot....yiheee...kanino kaya?! ;) anyway, kyut naman tlga xa. HEhe. GO MISS CARLOS!
I'm like so inggit dun sa pics na nkita ko dun sa jamming with kuya ni ann lorainne marigondon. pero, one thing is my fave pic kung saan ang gaganda nilang lhat; At si uma [ata] pa tlga ang nag picture! [potah!]

2006-01-20T03:24:00.000-08:00

Question: Gusto mo ba si King? :)
uhm, cnu toh? feeling ko alam ko na kung cnu yan pero, baka hindi ehh! Uhm, depends...is the question like him as in attitude as in like, okay lng ba xa pro, kung like as in crush..nope. ayy labo. basta kung "gusto" meaning crush, the answer is: no.

->->->->
Okay, so ngayon lang ulit nag-internet kaya sorry dun sa mga nagtanung [;)] or nag tag or whatever..bstah...sorry!! haha

Puro sorry nalng nangyayari dito sa week na toh. Pansin ko lang. haha. wala lng. puro away. ;)

so, nag-aaway kami ni Queena nung friday the 13th [malas day tlga..] pero, bati na ulit kami. :) so, "sorry" topic nanaman yan. ayy labo...

Ang labo ko lng tlga. Maybe it's because the happiness na nakapa-internet na aq. wahaha.

:) player nga pala ako sa intrams. I'm not magaling or anything pero, im just happy :) im also happy for the cheerers kasi they try hard to make the bestest [tama ba 'yon?] cheer they could do. :) happy hapy happy..

sad lng knina. :( away si mama at kapatid koh. hayy...shouting arena sa kotse. yun pa naman pinaka-ayaw ko: MGA AWAY kya hindi pa nag iisang week bati na kme ni queena. :) Haha.

Anyway, for Miss Catherine Alcantara: go ruben! go go ruben! cge na, love mo si ruben of CUESHE` cge na..aminin mo na! GO RUBEN! YEAH! go ruben!!

going through life with "guilty" with me.

2006-01-06T19:39:00.000-08:00

I'm going on a GUILT TRIP.

Hayy...
It goes like this, Pupunta kasi sa party si mama, papa at yung lola ko. Eh, hindi makakapunta si mama kasi sumasakit daw ang kanyang katawan. So, she [and my dad] can't go, but, my dad is willing to drive and fetch my lola there. Anyway, since my mom [or dad] can't go with her, she's inviting me naman to go with her. Eh, ako, nagdadalawang isip ako. Why? kasi, i really want to spend time with my friends sa antipolo.[not because of him mind you!] So...now she's sending me to a GUILT TRIP.

she's saying "kung ayaw mo, tatanungin ko nalng si Joel. Alam mo naman iyun, mahilig sa mga ganyan. Pero, ang gusto ko sana makasama kasi, ikaw. Pero, if you don't like, that's fine with me. I understand you want to go with your friends."

:( LOLA! wag mo naman ako ganituhin. :( she wants me to say yes by sending me on the tortures of this guilt trip!!!

So, the question is:

Should i go with her? or should I just go home with my friends?

:( HELP!

lookie!

2006-01-06T03:48:00.000-08:00

---> lookie! sleepover sa house namin nung 10/28/05!!!!

---> lookie!! kami ni ate jie, ako, at si rainne..

--> lookie!!! kami yan ni lorainne, kumakain ng honey stars. haha.

friday naa..

2006-01-06T03:22:00.000-08:00

Grabe, ilang araw palang sa school pagod na ako! Maxado kasi akong nasanay sa bakasyon eh!! Ha-ha. Bstah...'yoko na. That's it. Period. :)) AS if!!!!!!

Ang galing ko talaga. [Whatever..] -1 lng ako sa filipino exam and I SUCK in that subject. Galing noh? Miracles, like love, work in mysterious ways. LABO!

Natutuwa ako sa sarili ko. I'm back to normal. Nakipag-bati na ako sa isang kaaway ko. :) aww.. okay...1, 2, 3, LABO!

Pero, meron akong isang kaaway. Ewan ko ba kung makikipagbati ako sa kanya. Sa mga nakaka-alam...shhhh..

confession: I'm inlove with my layout. thanks lorainne.

Anyway, naiinis din ako sa isang tao[iba xa dun sa dinescribe ko sa "pero, meron......"] It's as if he/she treats me like one kind of a liar. na-hurt talaga ako minsan sa mga sinasabi nya. i have to confess...minsan, nagiging plastik na rin ako skenya. Feeling ko he/she's being plastic to me too...pero, if ever he/she is being plastic towards me, you're one hell of a good actor/actress. Basta, naasar ako ng kaunti sa kanya kasi, sometimes he/she doesn't think before he/she acts. sometimes he/she just thinks of himself/herself!!! Nakakainis talaga. I think he/she knows he/she is hurting me na...but, why doesn't he/she stop or even put it in a nicer way? Nasasaktan na talaga ako. Whoever you are [if ever you know whoever you are] please lang, maging sensitive ka naman sa mga tao around you. I was a bit hurt and I don't mind showing it. hayy

Okay, take a deep breath...in...out...in...out..haha. :)

feeling a bit better. oh well.time to eat pancit malabon. WUHUUU!!!! :))

award-winning layout

2006-01-02T04:57:00.000-08:00

And the award-winning layout goes to.....

JOKE!

Bago lang kasi layout ko that's why I'm getting excited! Yeahh..

I would like to thank:
Ann Lorainne Marigondon

The beautiful [nagpapakahirap na ako...JOKE!] artist who made my layout and who arranged my ugly pictures. :) LAVYU...haha.

Oh well, sleeping over at her house AGAIN! Actually, it's not really a sleepover...it's just an excuse para walang tulugan ulit! haha. anlabo ko...

Dami naming pinag-usapan kanina. hayy naku. Dami ko nanamang nalaman habang wala ako dito. ;) sa'min sa'min na iyun ni Lorainne. HAHA!!! Bstah...nagulat in the same way...natawa. :)) haha! Nwey, nagkuwentuhan kami tungkol sa aming new year celebrations. :) Like I said in my previous entries..hindi ko sila makakasama sa celebrations. because I had to visit my Grandpa[father's side] and Grandma [mother's side] same tradition going on for 12 blasted [Ansama!] years. Hahaha.

*Oohh...merong online sa y.m. ni lorainne..hahaha!!!!!!!!*

Out of boredom: We had a beauty parlor a while ago..And nag mcdo kami. 322.30 pesos ang binayad namin. Well, mostly ako! UTANG! UTANG!! haha..

*Hmm..interesting...* [sa'min samin ulit iyan.]

HAHA!!

*DRAMA! diba lorainne? Ang drama po..ang interesting ng chat na iyan ahh..*

Potah, natatawa ako. :)) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Cge na..baka murahin pa ako. kanina ko pa siya inaasar. mwah..thank you na lng ulit Rainne Good luck na lng. mwahhh..

[xa yung mostly kasama ko sa mga pictures ko..]

2006 here i come

2005-12-31T08:42:00.000-08:00

*2006 here I come..*

hayy..ang dami pong paputok kanina. ang sayaaa...lalo na yung fireworks display dun sa Camp Aguinaldo..di ako mapakali!!! HYPER by the SECOND! yeahh...

Wishing I was in Antipolo, pero, anyways, someday...makakasama ko rin sila...balang araw!!! :))

ang labo ko talaga ngayon..i am not meant for words..I should be SPEECHLESS by now, but..guess what? im still talking..:))

Im going to be putting up pictures here..kasi, i just figured how to put the pictures from the digi cam to the computer...hopefully, papa will be patient enough to give me tips AGAIN..didn't really listen. Baka...later..or tomorrow ko pa ma-update. ;) hehe. yung ibang pics nilagay nya sa laptop nyah..so, send na lng sa'kin...so, bka later pa or bukas. haha..

planning na WALANG TULUGAN ULIT! Wishing star: sana payagan ako ni Daddy Dearest ko. :)) haha..

mahaba na ang pinaglalagay ko dito. It ain't really an entry na kasi..pro, IM REALLY REALLY HYPER. mamaya, maayos na yung mga entries ko..CROSS MY HEART!

I can't believe it...I just can't believe it...2006 na..i cant accept this, but, i have to....:) hayyy.....labyu 2005...2006, halika na sa aking mga kamay!

new year na..

2005-12-31T01:02:00.000-08:00

ang bilis nitong year na ito! pansin nyo? I mean...prang kahapon lang 2005..ngayon..in just a few hours 2006 na! ang bilis talaga...:(

Hayy..getting older by da minute.[ayy labo]

remember the saying: "time flies when you're having fun" well, ganito ba ka-fun ang year na ito kaya ang bilis? ayy....

to lorainne: gusto ko talaga mag new year dyan. kakainggit. reply ka naman sa mga text ko..

oh well..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my day starts...

2005-12-28T22:50:00.001-08:00

Hay...dapat kanina nag mamake-up at nag babake na kami nila Lyka pero, oh well...pumunta pa kasi kaming scholastic eh.

When we arrived at my grandma's place I quickly turned on the radio [putting it in CD mode] and listened to Kelly Clarkson; I'm seriously getting addicted to her song # 4-6. haha [find out na lang what those songs are.] [for me,] its super cute..at medyo tamang-tama kasi asar ako kailangan pa namin umalis ngayon..

After that, my ninong gave me a bag that had RICHARD GUTIEREZ'S SIGNATURE [!!]

2 reasons why he had a bag with a signature:

1st: he workd at GMA
2nd: Annabelle Rama gave that bag to my ninong as a gift. Haha.

So, pinagmamalaki ng sobra-sobra..:))

Anyway, kanina medyo na-hurt ako sa sinabi ng nanay ko:
Mama: Camille, pagupit ka na...
Moi: Bakit naman ma?
Mama: Eh mukha ka na ngang bruha oh! (laughs)
*okay...na-hurt..*
Mama: Paanu, tignan mo, di pantay pantay yung buhok mo ang gulo-gulo pa. Tapos, dry pa hair mo sa dulo..oh! Pa-trim lang naman eh
Ako: Oh de fine! Pa-gupit na lang..*nagdadabog pumunta sa upuan*
Mama: Oh! de wag na lng. Eh nag-susungit ka pa..
sa isip ko: *hello! di ka ba mahuhurt kung pagsabihan ka ng ganun.* I'm a REALLY sensitive creature..
Mama: Ikw, pa-dabog dabog ka pa. Simple yes or no lang naman pa-sungit sungit ka pa dyan. Ikaw you think you have the right to be grouchy all the time! *walks out*

mother dearest, its a FREE COUNTRY i HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO DO AS I PLEASE.. hayy..

grown-ups talaga oh.. x-(

feeling boredd...

2005-12-26T02:36:00.000-08:00

Okay, now is the day where I am truly bored. Ito na ang araw kung kailan wala na akong ginagawa!!! :)) hindi ako sanay...gusto ko meron mangyari. 'Yoko ma-bored.....

Never mind what I put up...I was just really in a bored mood thats why. Good thing lorainne is here, at least meron akong kausap. ;) hahaha.

Gusto ko mag bagong taon dito sa townhouse!!! Naiinggit ako! x-( ....ayaw kasi ng parents ko at parents nila...hayy.....oh welll....

wala na talaga akong masabi...

AYOKO NANG PUMASOK

labooo.......

merry xmas!!

2005-12-24T19:25:00.000-08:00

Ang saya saya ko talaga! for the past few days walang nangyari kundi ka-bentahan. :))

One of my happiest moments noong nag-carolling kami...
Kanta namin: Feliz Navidad tenenenenten...
Famous staff: basta madami kami! :)) mga..11?

Haha..talagang hinagulgul namin yung buong townhouse para lang sa.....pera? ayy..ewan...haha
Sa totoo lang, dapat hindi nga matutuloy..paanu, 5 lng kami..eh dapat halos lahat ng mga "friends" ang kasama namin [:)) laboo..] pero, sabi ni rainne matutuloy eh..so basta sabi ni rainne sunod yan! :)) [bosing..?]

Oh yun, nagsimula na kami..unti-unti silang sumasama sa'min [nakita ata yung pera na nakuha namin eh..] Eh di, mas masaya. Tas yun...nag-perform kami [meron pang dancers..[harlem boys] ] haha... ang pinakamalaking nagbigay: nanay ko. [150 pesos] bait..ata ng nanay ko..

Oh yun..'tas nung napagod na kami, nag-jamming nalang kami sa harap ng bahay ni rainne [pero, asa other sidewalk] tas kanta-kanta [panday, maling akala...etc..] 'tas uwian naa..

next day: VICTORY PARTY!
Pumunta kami ni lorainne sa mga pinsan niya, budget lane at shopwise, antipolo [where I met my close friend, ESTHER!! haha. hanepp..] Yan...what were we doing there? bumibili ng pagkain! haha...

Tapos, pag-uwi namin..mga 4:00 na pala! Ang bilis ng oras..parang mga 1:00 kami umalis ahh..feel nga namin mga 3:00 or 2:30 palang. haha. Oh yun, tas antay kami mag 6:00 para mag-start v-party.

6:00....
Kainan naaa!! [2 supot ng chicheria..] una, nagkahiyaan pa...nahihiyang kumain...pero, wehell..nainggit kasi kumakain na kami ni lorainne, kumain na rin [finally...:))] I didn't eat much...di ko alam kung bakit..pero, gutom na gutom ako...ang weird..

Oh yun...basta puro benta na ang mga pangyayari...starting with Jello and Edward [:))] HAHAHAHA..

tapos, I decided to sleepover at lorainne's. Only, di kami natulog. :)) as in..walang tulugan yung naging theme namin ni lorainne. we couldn't believe we could do it..but, we did it! na-bore nga lng kami kasi umalis na yung mga tao [they had to leave the next day..] and ang tagal mag madaling araw. haha. Pero, we really did it!!!! Witness namin: Mami Nitz [tama ba?] , tita Lorna, ate Len, Edward at Ate Jie..haha...

thats it! sorry kung mahaba.

countdown..

2005-12-18T17:51:00.000-08:00

it has been 3days since the xmas party..at hindi pa ako ganun ka-sanay neither happy 'cause I know that this vacation is alreadf\y limited and I am planning on my escape plan. haha. ayy..joke? Hay..oh yun..

xmas party d2 sa bahay ng aking minamahal na lola nung 26th rin. Nakita ko ulit yung friend ko na anak ng tauhan ni lola. We were a bit shy...tagal na kasi kaming di nagkikita. OH yun, niloloko siya na meron ng girlfriend, tawa naman ako...not by the teasing pero, he couldn't muster up the courage to, you know, talk. He was one shy kid. Ako? Salita lng ako ng salita...ang arte ko pa nga dun ehh. panu, suot ko yung suot ko nung xmas party natin. wahaaa...Oh yun, pagkatapos siya "i-tease" ako naman ang nasunod. Urgh...nanay ko...sumunod pa. 8- yung meron na bang nanliligaw sa akin..hayy..pag ganyang bagay..napapahiya talaga ako. hindi sa totoo ah!!! Pero, yung..ewan..bigla nalang akong nahihiya...:)) yun..tas, usap usap..kain kain..'tas nag-compare ng height KO. fortunately, [ang sama ko..] natangkaraan ko na yung isang employee ni lola. tas yung anak ng isa pang employee malapit ko nang abutan [yung..friend ko..] wahaaa..tapos, pag-alis nila 2 hrs. kong binasa yung lemony snicket. 2 hours lng...my greatest acheivement na ipinagmamalaki ko! wahahaha.

Next day..punta kaming dentist. Nagbasa ako straight ng "An Awful End" nakakatawa ngaa eh. it's about a Mad great-uncle Jack and his wife, Mad great aunt Maud. Sira ulo silang dalawa. haha and poor edmund is going to have to live with them. see how he'll manage! Bstah..ganda. Oh yun, habang chinecheck yung teeth ko [fyi: no cavitites] nagbabasa pa rin ako. Ganun ka-ganda yung libro! Haha...pagkatapos nun...uwi ako..i get what I want kasi only child ako. Kahit katulong naming mataray superrr baet sken. hayy...tas, pnta ako kila lorainne. Basketball....kain...basketball. haha. yun.....

next day..
Basketball ulit kahapon...kaya ko na mag-shoot. NG UNTI. :D fortunately, supportive naman si ate ann, lorainne at si jan [medyo..]. Benta nga pinaggagawa nila lorainne eh. wala na, di na kami maxadong nag-basketball. puro tawa na lng!

Ohyun..kahapon is the bday of my dearest sister margie. Punta kaming Araneta, Malabon kasi x-mas partay. Sumayaw yung isa kong pinsan ng "My Humps" Potah. Isa nanaman yang benta. LOL! tas kumanta kaming pinoy big brother..habang yung pinsan naman na NEVER ko nakausap in my whole life, nakausap ko na rin. We weren't that close pero, nakausap ko na rin. Anyway, he was playing pinoy big brother tas yung start nun na pluck..[labo..] haha. Seriously, kahapon [sa malabon] dun lng talaga ako nging confident ulit. dun na ko speaking at the top of my voice and singing out loud like I just dont care! :hoot hoot!: :hoot hoot!: hahaha...

Yun, tapos..punta kaming Su-Shi-Ya. Tempura place. Yum! Sarap ng tempura.....mga 6 ata kinain ko...nabusog na ako. :))

Today..
kakagising lng ng kapatid ko eh..its 11:00 o'clock already. hayy..tas nalaman ko yung KFC ko kinain ng katulong namin. Wala raw xang ulam. Magluto kaya xa?!

charmaine_caisido: knain ng ka2long nyu
charmaine_caisido: hahaha
charmaine_caisido: pasaway na ka2long!!
CAMILLE: oo!CAMILLE: kaasar
CAMILLE: pagkain ko yun
CAMILLE: :(
CAMILLE:x-(
CAMILLE: wala raw kasi xang ulam.
CAMILLE: hello?! di ba kasi xa marunong
CAMILLE: :(
CAMILLE: KFC pa naman!!
charmaine_caisido: sayang!!!

*sayang talaga charmaine! :(*

vacation naa...

2005-12-15T21:01:00.000-08:00

It's time to sit back and enjoy the ride 'cause we on semestral break people! ha..ha..seriously, hindi ko feel mag sem-break ngayon, pero, it's better than let's say..homework? hayy...dami kong regalo from friends. baet nilaaaa...yng iba...TSK! NAKAlimutan or KINAlimutan. Either word, i'm still disappointed. Magdusa sila, bibigay ko rin gift nila sa January. Tsk..tsk..tsk. Anyway, I got waaay cool gifts naman, like bracelets, earings, ponytails, walletS [!],uhmm...anu pa ba? chocolates...necklace...key-chains..cologne..[aba! mabaho raw ako?!] haha. those sort of stuffies. Ang cool nga eh. Naiinis lang ako sa isang tao..hindi, dalawa pala na super [as in!] daya. Pareho silang madaya. Basta...hmpf. Ayoko na mag-describe saka na. *cough* *cough* * ahem! ahem!* hayy..

Buti nalang binigyan na ako ng wallet [ni polaine] at least I won't have to buy anymore..there's more to save on my xmas wishlist! waha..yehey..ang walang kwenta ng mga pinaglalagay ko dito. so, let me just end this na lng....

MERRY XMAS TO YOU..[IN ANDVANCE..]

exammsss

2005-12-12T20:52:00.000-08:00

Urgh. Exams naaa...pahirapan nanaman. Nakakainis nga kanina eh. Science sobrang hirap, Filipino sobrang dali..wish ko lng, sana pinagpalit..gusto ko talaga magka-O sa science..puro VS ako dahil sa (walang hiya) na exams. He-he. di naman ako maxadong galit sa exams ano?

Hayy...aga ko ngayon umuwi. Gusto ko kasi mag-internet..bukas siguro late ako..as in mga 3:00 ako sunduin..tas sa Thursday aga...kasi bibili pa ako mga kulelat ng mga "cheap" kong kaklase..ayy joke! sana iba dyan mamigay DIN ng gift..Ha-haa...

Wanna thank Lyka for making the 7 "t0o0o0ot" which are supposed to be my gift to my classmates or batchmates...hirap gawin noon ha....or maybe even buy one ;) mwah, lyka!

I want to SHOP. buti nalng sa Thursday shopping of gifts and MY xmas wishlist.
what i want:

**bag**
**slippers**
**shirt**
**white capris**
**baka shirt ulit**
**ewan naa...**

hahaha..walang kwentang xmas wishlist.
oh well...im hella bored..
sana...mag tnung naman n kau...
khet lang kwenta..
okay?
labshuuu..
*kiss*
*kiss*
*kiss*

field trip..

2005-12-07T16:09:00.000-08:00

So, we had our field trip yesterday. It was fun because I took a lot of pictures of myself, friends and the beautiful places I got to. Hmm...I think I'll be thinking of being a photographer in my college years. Ha-ha! Anyway, Our first site was: The Barasaoin Church. The church was beautiful inside and out. Outside it had an old kind of feature that makes it bee-yoo-tii-ful. Inside, however has what we call "the rich people" look. Marble floor, shiny statues[!] etc. It's too bad I didn't use mama's digi-cam, or else, i would've put in the pictures in my site. Anyway, I got to take lots of pictures of b-kada, and some classmates and Mama Mary and Jesus! The funny thing was though, when my classmate was taking pictures of Jesus [digi-cam] He seemed to move or blur. We kind of freaked out a bit, but, just thought that maybe the digi-cam was just playing ir it was sira.

Okay, so after taking pictures and answering some of the modules, we went to another house where lights and motion pictures about the Filipinos were being shown. Our butts ached [because we sat on the floor] but, we had fun watching it. It made us feel extra proud to be a Filipino!

So, after that, we boarded on the bus and went to the museum for extravagant women! [okay, okay, so I don't know what the title of the museum is, but, HEY! it is for women..] It had clothes of women like Cecile Licad and that designer, Natori. After seeing everything that made us proud to be a woman we then had to go to Mt. Samat for a 2-hour ride! grabe noh? ang lalayo ng lugar na pinupuntahan namin? So, we got to sleep and eat and take pictures while we were in the bus. I borrowed Nica's Ipod and listened to My humps [seriously getting addicted] and to Makita kang muli by Sugarfree [hayy..romantic..] I played it several times 'till I got to sleep on the bus.

I woke up with bushy hair and supperrr sleepy eyes. When I woke up, I actually laughed! why? I saw Abbey's hair naskalugay and it was all very very curly..and she was wearing a headband which made her mental and at the same time a beggar. :)) I just had to laugh at this one. Then, Patty fell of her bed when the car stopped and Polaine wasss super gulo while she was sleeping her was as bushy as mine and her seatmates had to wake her up because she was superrr gulo. hay...labo ko. Then, when all of us were awake already we had to go through bumpy rides and curvy curves. We began to imagine it was a roller coaster ride from EK! [;)] [speaking of EK, we went to space shuttle! me and my maid..grabe, prang nahulog ka sa langit!!!! katakot..] haha. We began shouting hysterically 'till we had no voices left. [seriously...]

Then, we arrived at Mt. Samat. We ate lunch there..i am pleased to tell you my food was, KFC!! Yum! After that, we got to rest a bit, then climbed or walk up to the BIG CROSS of MT. Samat. nakaktuwa nga eh..so, when we got there..picture picture ulit!! waha. nde na nakatigil sa kaka-picture. :)) Then, we had an elevator ride to the very top of the cross. I can tell you, it was not an easy ride because most of us we're freaking out as we went up. When we were up, there were windows half-open letting strong, cold air pass through it. i got to take some pictures once I was calming down because of the height. What sucked there was : I ran out of film. So, I had to buy one on the way down...'tas dun ko na ginamit to da max. good thing Carla Fransisco was really generous. She gave me enough money for me to buy film!!! :) Oh yun..then, climbed or walked down and got to our bus. saya!

Then, we got on the bus and watched The exorcism of Emily Rose. Hindi siya nakakatakot, I just hoped I won't dream about it. Then, we began to feel mental and started dancing in the back of the bus like there was some party and picture-taking again..and listened to Nica's Ipod! meron pang natira sa film so, I decided to just take pictures of my crush [if he still is my crush] or take pictures of friends in antipolo. Don't worry guys, there's still 7 or 8 shots left. Let's use it to da max!! haha..

So, that's how my day went yesterday..freaky..but, adventurously exciting. one word: extravagant. Oh well..got to go..have to make my concept paper now!

aa fair to the max

2005-11-26T08:12:00.000-08:00

Ang sayaa ng aa fair. haha. sayang 'di ako pupnta ulit maya, EK naman ako. ;) Di na ako nagsawa na magkaroon ng "fully booked" sched. ngayon. hehe.

Kakatuwa nga kahapon, papuntang fair VOX car yung ginamit namin. Nasa likod sila Jan, Nic, Edward, Aj 'tas kami ni Lyka asa harap. Pinagtritripan nga kami eh..wala naman kaming mgawa. Paano, di kami makagalaw! :)) Pero, at least merong car.

Iyun..first ride namin ni Lyka : Ferris Wheel. shoot, nakakatakot kaya...akala ko yung tipong slow lng naiikot, tpos, parang pagsakay namin napapamura na ako, kasi gumagalaw mg upuan namin tas sobrang bilis pa ng ride..nanginginig na nga kamay at bibig koh eh. Iyun, tapos, Ferris Wheel ulit! Kasama naman sila Jan. Takot pa nga yung mga kasama nya eh. haha. Oh well, siya rin naman medyo takot. Si Nic, ayaw sumakay, natatakot daw. Pero, nung palapit na kami...sumakay rin..haha. Bravery test? Oh yun..nung asa taas na kami ng unti, sabi samin nasusuka na raw siya. Tas sabi namin ni lyka, sige suka lng..sabi ni Jan..tuloy suka nyo dyan..sisigaw pa sana ako eh..gumalaw kami pareho ni Lyka..gumalaw or muntikan na bumaliktad yung Ferris Wheel. Oh yun.

Tapos, next ride: Octopus. Nakakainis nga eh...nag-octopus kami ni Lyka eh kakakain ko pa lng...kakainis..pataas, pababa..iikot ng mabilis, tpos, magiging slow siya pero, iikot sa side na parang mahuhulog ka na. Gets? Haha. di ata ehh. Oh yun, mga 4 or 5 times kami ni lyka sumakay dun..nakakatuwa ehh. Yun, tapos..nanunuod kami ng bands habang nag-ooctopus. 6cyclemind surprise guests nga eh. Faye hiniram yung cellphone ni lyka para raw ma-picturan. Oh well...iyun..bsta rami nangyari. haha. 'yoko na mag-explain...:)
nag inflatables nga pala kami. Nakakainis nga yung mga nagbabantay eh..pagdating namin kasama yung mga tickets nagalit. Hindi pa raw sila tapos mag-slide. Tsss....

2005-11-20T18:34:00.000-08:00

Because of you -Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did

You fell so hardI learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

[Chorus:]Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraidI lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it outI cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh

Every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

[Chorus:]Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cryIn the middle of the night

Over the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you I am afraid

Because of you, because of you

> wala lng..feel ko lng mag-emote! :D

what a day

2005-11-19T17:49:00.000-08:00

Hayy..problema lng naabot namin kanina! kasi ba naman nag-plan kme na gumimik kme..as in pnta kmeng write place tpos, Mcdo kme...eh ang problema, si nica kailangan na umalis by 12:30 eh wala pa yung Abi..nag field trip...eh makakablik lng xa sa skul by 12:30 so, tawag kami kay Abi, ganyan..walang transpo..ek ek. kelangan sumunod n lng xa..ek ek. makikigamit n lng kme ng kotse sa kaklase blahh blahh. mga gnun prang xa wag! wag nyo ko iwan. [okay, drama] pano ako? panu transpo ko? try kong bilisan blahh. nasa u.p. na ako..blah.
So, prang ako natataranta na ako, "okay, mern ba tayong plan B?" tanong ni Queena.."shett..wala eh" sbe ni janice. De' parang ako, "Kyu [Queena iyun..] papntahin mo na kaya kuya mo! malapit na raw si abi ehh.." So, si Queena txt na..ako, wala na akong mgwa bgla kong nasbi "picture tayo?" agree naman sila agad.."hayy nku! ayoko na toh pag-isipan" rant ni edjess "cnu ba kasi may gs2ng pag-icpan un?" sbe naman ni edjess...so, pnta kme sa field..picture kme hanggang sa ma-low batt tpos, pagblik namin sa covered court hiniram ko Ipod ng kaklase ko.
tpos, pinakinggan ko yung "my humps" ng black eyed peas bgla naman dumating na kuya ni Queena naka-soccer outfit pa. so pumunta si Queena tpos nag-usap sila...tpos, pumunta ako tpos..blah blah na yun tpos, [tpos ako ng tpos] nainis na kuya ni Queena, bket raw ang tagal..eh sbe ko "unting minutes n lng..malapit na raw si abi!" "oo nga kuya! unting minutes n lng!" de twag uli kay abi "abi asan ka na?" "malapit na.." okay...gnu kalapit po? tpos, sbe ng kuya ni queena "panu nga pala kayu magkakasya?!?" sbe ko "patungan..kakandungan..wala naman na kmeng choice eh.." tpos, bigla naman sbe ni Queena "uy! si abi! dun sa kotse!!!!! papntang miriam!" lhat kme "saan? saan?!" napatingin naman kme dun sa Dyip na maliit tpos, sa likod nun may kotse dun lumabas si abi, lhat kme "abbbbeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!" tili talaga kme..12:00 na kasi eh.
de lhat kme pnta dun sa kotse nila Queena..puta...ang liit po. kandungan so, si abi janice at patty upo muna sa upuan tpos, ako, angeline at nica umupo or kinandong kme nila Abbey...eh there was something pinching my pwet [haha!!] ehhh...sbe ko "ouchh!! aray ko!!" bglang ci-nover ni edjess ung bibig ko "ano ka ba?! ang liit na nga titili ka pa.."
sorry... oh yun, de pntang write place..yan excited na kme picture picture ulit. so tinanong nmin dun sa lalaki kung mgkano sbe nyah wala pa raw yung photographer eh..in 30 minutes pa raw darating..eh prang kme "ha?!!!!!" sbe ko "naku kuya! khet hindi na expert ang mgpicture samin okay na yun!" sbe ni abi " okay na khet ikw mag picture! bsta hindi lng putol ulo namin!" tawa naman kme.
.so, bglang sbe ni nica "uyy..may itsura kuya mo Queena" sbe naman ni Angeline "oo nga kyu! gwapo xa ahh.." sbe ni Queena "yuck! kadiri kayo.." hehe..xmpre..kapatid kasi eh. ako naman, "i agree Queena! hahaa!!" 'tas nag-appear kami "pro, oo may itsura xa pro, nde xa gwapo pra sken!" tas bgla sa likod ko "hoy! anung gnagwa nyo?" kuya pala ni Queena! sigaw kme. well, ako napa-sigaw...sa tawa! patty naman "omigosh migosh.." hehe..tpos sbe ni abi "uyy..camille, nica nag-ba-blush.." eh ako naman "namumula ako kasi napahiya ako!" sbe naman nung kuya ni kyu "oy! bina-backstabb nyo ko noh? ayy.." gnun..tpos, pagbalik ko "urghh..nakakahiya yun.." tas bumalik xa "bket kayo tumatwa?" walang sumasagot..*secretely smiles to group* "binabackstabb nyo ko noh? ayy..binabackstabb nyo ko ehh!" wala paring sumasgot
tpos, bglang "oh! miss! picture na po kayo.." de pasok kme..picture picture...gnyan..pro, wala kmeng ngs2han tpos sbe ni Queena "picture uli kuya tpos, kukuha kme dalawa pro, dun sa seond batch ng picture kme kukuha. " agree naman si kuya so, picture ulit kme..ininvite na nga nmen yung kuya ni Queena..ayaw raw...sbe koh "uhm..gs2 pa kasi nyan magpa-make up ehh..uh..kuya, pki ayos raw buhok nyah? vain kasiyang taong yan ehh.." niloloko namin..lhat kme vs. him haha. nice combo dba? oh yun tpos, nung second pic naman "uy queena inviyt mo na kuya mo gs2 nyah sumali" sbe ko iba naman sbe "oo nga! oo nga! " sbe ng kuya ni Queena "hindi ba halata?" tpos, tumawa xa. sbe ni Queena "kuyaaaaa k.j. mo!" oh yun..picture ulit gnyan...
tpos, merng mga grade 7 na dumating nag-cocomplain ang tagal tagal raw namin blahh blah. de pinagbigyan namin pinauna mga 30 minutes or 20 minutes kme ng-antay pra makapag-picture sila so, nung titignan na nmin ung pictures bglang nawala raw. na-delete or na-erase..sbe ko "pnu un nangyari?" sbe nila nde raw nila alam. lhat kme naasar na. nagsayang lng kme ng oras nmin. tpos, prang ung lalaki "oh! bket kayo nagaglit sken? wala naman akong gnagwa!" sbe ko "yun na nga kuya ehh wala ka ngang gnagwa. wala kang ginawaa para ma-fix toh. wala kang ginawa or hindi ka man lamang nag-isip!" napapa-ganun ako. lhat kme mura na..si Queena sinisisgawan na yung lalaki ung lalaki naman tawa lng ng tawa. ako "kuya, shut up.." sbe ko ng seryoso "lhat kme nagmamadali na wla ka man lamang ginawa or nagawa!" sbe ni edjess " bsta lhat kme nimumura na si kuya . re-picture raw ulit. sbe ni Queena "you know, wag na. we're wasting our time.." de umalis kme lhat kme walk-out..tpos, nagparnig xa "dba dapat may free something naman tayo kasi nagsayang tayo ng oras tpos, nging mabait pa tayo dyan sa mga walang kwentang yan!" sbe ni king "queena, prang nagpaparinig" "grabe...tama lng na gumanon xa dhel sa *********** ng mga andyan." lhat kme pissed off tlga..ako naman, lakas na ng boses ko..na-carried away na ako..nging o.a. na ako kasi bwisit na bwisit n tlga ako. lhat kme buhos ng sama ng loob..
Iyun, tpos baba kami sa Mcdo..yung iba hindi na nakakain dhil sinundo na sila..si Queena, kakain sana ehh gumive up na kasi hindi naman raw alam ng parents nyah na gni2 ung gagawin at mangyayari. so, prang takas lng xa.awa akoo..so, hindi rin kami nakakain ng maayos. tas nun..sinundo ako pati si patty ng mom ni janice. hinatid kme sa bahay namin..errr. sa bahay ng lola namin.si abi, naiwan sa mcdo kasi wala pa sundo nyah..nagwawala na nga ehh..
so, yun..yun yung nangyarii..what a day noh? pro, hindi pa yan tpos...pgkatpos nun..pnta na akong makati para injection..tpos...sinermonan at pnaglitan pa kme ng nanay namin sa mababaw na bagay. :)) haha. ano? hayy..what a day..hindi ko toh makakalimutan!

PTC

2005-11-17T14:25:00.000-08:00

tried copying and pasting the chords for Jeepney, and it wouldn't work. what the hell is wrong with this computer???

PTC today. [Parent teacher conference..] Urghh...nakakainis. I just know I have low as in superr low grades last qtr. compared to the previous qtr. Urghhh...I have to do well in the third one..kaya nga lng na-didistract ako eh. What distracts me? Hehe. Daydreaming...the lesson kasi is soo boring I tend to let my mind fly and wander. if I can't do better on my tests, I have to just keep on reciting and have higher grades on my exams. I think... :sigh: I warned my mom already that my grades are superr low. And, to tell you the truth...I'm not using sarcasm neither exaggeration either. :sigh: She told me "there's nothing we could do about it. Just forget about the past tests and think about what you can do with your future tests. Don't take control over things you don't have power on.Like, the past or even your past tests...you can't do anything about it anymore.Unlike with your future tests you still can control them. Plus, you haven't taken them YET." Luv ya mom! [moms are wise..] but, I just can't help thinking all the opportunities I wasted..and the money I wasted. Their money actually. Oh well..I'll just have to look up to my mom's words and just try better best.
good, better,best never stop to rest until the GOOD is BETTER and the BETTER is BEST. :)

I would like to thank the people who gave me palancas:
Ms.Carlos
Abbey
Andrea V.
Angeline
Bea
Bianca
Carla
Celery
Charmaine
Diana
Edjess
Giannina
Janice
Janine
Jasmine
Jhoann
Kathryn
Kristela
Leah
Leo
liselle
Lorianne
Maan
Monica
Nikkolai
Noreen
Paulina
Patty
Polaine
Precious
Queena
Rachel
Regine
Sofia
Steph
Veronica V.
Xandra

Last of all, MY PARENTS!!!

recollection

2005-11-16T18:49:00.000-08:00

It was our recollection a while ago. I can't say it was fun neither could I say it was boring. It was fine. Pero, dami nagsi-iyakan. Pramis. We cried at the part na pina-close yung eyes namen tpos, prang "reflection" part kasi yun eh. So, anyways, habang nag "rereflect" kme..we felt guilty because of what the teacher was saying, so, as she was discussing it...I didn't really feel like crying..as in, NO EMOTIOM! ZIP! I could already hear the *sniff* *sniff* of my classmates [yek. sniff sniff.] so, iyun..pero, dun lng tumulo yung luha ko nung time na we got a chance to speak to God. I really was holding so many emotions inside my chest na I was already starting to get confused, na I started to get all emotional. Yes, I cried. Pero, not that much.
Tapos, we discussed a few things with our Oikoss [oy-koss] groups and cried a bit more..we were really THAT emotional. :) hehe..and I got to know better about some of my classmates especially Janice. :)
So, we cried a bit more then, we had to do something on the manila paper with our fellow Oikoss doing that "something" we had to present it...:D My other classmate was supposed to be the one holding the mic but, I borrowed it first then said "hello" like a total kid. So, then after Patty talked she gave us the mic for us to introduce ourselves..when I got hold of the mic I said "hello again.." with a happy face and my classmates laughed probably because of my voice and how I looked. It was just so fun talking on the mic! hehe. :D!!!
So, after the groups presented it was time for Recess..we got up and headed out for a picnic..Iate [yum!] french toast. [homemade] and a little bit of Nica's oreos and Patty's huge popcorn! =)) I really have a thing for cookies and popcorn. hehe.
So, after eating we discussed about parents and stories ang blah..then, we had to make letters for our parents. I really didn't like to do it but, I HAD to. Then, the teacher said we had to read the palancas from our parents. As I was reading mine, I could help make out a sob turning into a cry. It was only then that I knew how much they loved me. I couldn't stoop..everyone was already crying sooo hard. I couldn't even read what I was already writing. I felt soo touched. After that, the teacher said "okay, say your solent prayers and head for lunch" I slowly got up after crying for what seemed like 5 or 7 minutes and got my lunch..as the others say..the rest is history.. :)

_

2005-10-31T10:56:00.000-08:00

Last Friday Lyka and Rainne slept at my house. Rainne slept there because her sleepover at her friend's was postponed and lyka...well, lyka just wants to sleep there I s'pose. haha. Grabe, Lorainne and Lyka were ranting abt. how fat they were and that they were getting fatter because I kept on feeding them food. [Well, was it my fault that we had so many delicious food.] Next day, Lyka's mom called telling her to come home soon since she had to guard or be the bantay at their house. So, poor lyka. So, since lyka was goooone wecalled Ate Jie instead and invited her to watch "The Grudge 2" and "Kill Bill". Grabe, nung nanunuod kmeng The Grudge tili kami ng tili! We wouldn't be surprised if the neighbors heard us or even complain about the noise. As in, nakakgulat yung the Grudge kadiri naman yung kill bill. Patayan pareho. Urghh..

Saturday naman natulog ako kila Lorainne. =) Kasama ko sister ko. I hate to leave her alone and I hated coming home to what seemed like an almost-empty house. So iyun..nag "debate" kami ng kapatid niya na unti n lng magiging kasing-tangkad ko na si Rainne! ha-ha. Sinasabi ko pa rin sa'yo Jan UNTI NAA LANG!!! ha-ha. so, natuwa ako the following days. Sunday wasn't really my great day..but, it was fine. =)

I really wish we don't have h.w...grabe, GIVE ME A BREAK! SemBREAK that is. =)

THAT'S ALL!

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2005-10-27T17:05:00.000-07:00

Ang tagal ko ng hindi nag blog. Mehn...sometimes kasi it's so boring to put everything what you went through here because of soo many interference going on. You lose track of things. [y.m...friendster..phone..etc.] So, right now, I'm just going to be settling this one first before anymore interferes; Tomorrow I won't be coming to school [guess i'll start my sem break early.] because my parents are going to Singapore and FORTUNATELY, we don't have transportaion..[so, yehey for me] I don't really know what i'm going to be doing in the sem break. I'm going to stay at home kasi eh..[decided since last month] but, right now, I am on the urge to sleep here at my grandmother's...But, then again..what am I going to do here? internet can be a bit boring..especially if you are going to the mall for like more than a decade. AND, my ninong is on the hunt because I lost his cd's...so, what more? right? But, in Antipolo...I could do anything..no grown-ups..and I can be free..but, i dont want to be that free. [Okay, so im picky..] hayy..my friends there....well, I don't think they'll be at home or there all the time. Rainne's going to Bora..Lyka only has 2 days of sem break [wow! you call that a sem break?] and faye [?] well, I think she's kinda busy with someone a bit. [hehe] Ate Jie would be highly required [because she is fun-to-be-with] but, she may also be busy...so..guess i'm the only one free. which is why I am on the urge of being disappointed. [AND [!] not to mention HE will be going with lorainne in Bora..yeah, one of my big disappoinments]...life has been pretty unfair..but, not enough for me to grow desperate [by the minute] ughh...i think i am being overly dramatic about all of this. Tsk. Okay, I'm going back to my life in school..
School has also been [just like life] pretty unfair especially Ms. Imson, our Filipino teacher. She is lower than all of my tests combined and soo totally corny with all of Lyka combined [ha-ha! joke lng..] Dammit is all I want to say which btw is a very fitting word for her since I cannot believe how she could stoop so low. She even made a grade for my classmate [which btw is vey unfair!] just because she asked if the man she is with is her bf. A grade lower that the line of 8 and 7. pretty unfair right? it's not that I am stabbing her on the back but, mehn..binubuhos ko lng talaga lahat ng galit koh. UGH!!!! Then, there's also this sense of my classmates being unfair. One is a poser the other is a copy cat, other a gossip, the other a very proud officer while the other ...too anoying. I really hate them for being like this. Well, more liked annoyed. They can be your friend later but, after a while you start realizing that once your with her you can really see the faults she's making and in the end denying it too. There is really a great sense of injustice here.

I don't really know why I'm angry...or disappointed. I think it's because of my period.....but, then again..it may not be because of that. I may have a hundred reasons for typing here or for being angry, but, i don't know any single one of them but, or except for one. Yeah..a last-minute disappointment day. sheesh. :rolls eyes: basta. naku! kains. it ay not be a big deal for people out there or for HER..pero, grabe..big disappointment for me. Urggh..oh well..have to turn over a new leaf. Hard to do..but, still..what choice do I have?

going to change for the better [and for the sake of not having a tagos ha-ha!!!!]
Camille

Yours till the ping pongs,
Camille

least expected

2005-10-16T14:01:00.000-07:00

I bit my tongue a while ago accidentaly. That means somebody is thinking of you right this minute. right this moment. right this second. And that somebody is an earthling called a boy! I asked my chatmate a while ago to give me a number and FAST! She gave me the number 4 :) That means, the start or the first letter of the person thinking about me must be "D"..hmm..wonder who that could be. [*wink* Rainne. *Wink* Lyka.] haha. Ugh! kelangan ko printer para sa research sa music koh. Halos lhat d2 sa list koh wala eh! AYY!!! Carla, mern nga pala printer! Pero..nyek! colored lng. Ok lng kaya kay Miss kng colored? aii nku. bahala na. At least merng printer. ha-ha. Haii.

Anyhoo..
my sisters left for a bday party. [wow.] i know, ang babata pa nila, and they're going out na to parties. kulang nalng mag-inuman n sila eh. ha-ha. I would like to be a kid again. That kind of age. Carefree..and living the gud life. I dont like this age! Because at this age, you practically know everything already. That you want to grow up already. Because, at this age, this is the age where your parents baby you more than they did when you were a kid. Because, when you were a kid that wasn't the time when they realize that you were growing up. Ughh. I hope they would
stop, take a look and accept the fact that we can be independent. urgghh..I mean, diba? they tell you that you should be mature to GROW UP! but, when you do that they start babying you again. urgghh...I hate it when parents do that. They give you that thing called Paranoia. Makes you feel as if they're watching your every move. :sigh:

Mamaya n lng..

nothing to do

2005-10-15T20:51:00.000-07:00

I feel so bored..so restless that I feel like crying. I just want to play, get out and do stuff. I miss my friends in Antipolo. I feel kinda homesick staying over here. I don't know why. I mean, half of my life i've been here and it's kinda weird i'll feel homesick all of a sudden on my real home. [wow! labo.] :sigh: siguro kasi nasanay na ako nung summer laro kme ng laro. Kami nila Rainne, Faye, Lyka..pti, I miss seeing him kasi eh. [haha] I miss going outside with friends. It feels as if friends were my 2nd priority [after God] in life. ha-ha. ewan koh ba. Dati, lola ko ung 2nd priority ko in life. err...more like family. tpos, ngayon, prang...sobrang..saksakan..as in napaka-importante na sa akin ang friends ngayon! [laboo.] But, im not saying that it is a bad thing. I'm just saying na napaka-weird lng i2 pra sken. hehe. I guess...this is something called like "adjusting"? hmm..all part of the word: "growing up" ? aiii......what a weird thing to happen. [labo!] But, to tell you the truth this "adjusting" thing is kinda working out for me. :) wait, i think the word "growing up" is the one working out for me. Yeah, I think so. :) :)

Anyhoo...
My title for the concept paper is: a walk in a teenager's shoes. Since, my topic is all about teenager. being one and about to be one. he-he. so, all you teenagers out there, hope you don't mind being open to me. 'Cause, it's all part of my concept paper. [labo! ] ughh. I don't want school anymore. don't want my filipino teachers! ughhh.

Anyhoo,
ngpa-hena tattoo akoh. It's a dragon! ha-ha. Good thing my parents were patient adults, or else they would be getting mad at me cause I was a bit matagal 'cause there was this girl who wanted an 2 tattoos on both arms. =) nwei, thank you parents. [plus, they owe me anyways. *wink wink*]

Anyhoo, [october 14]
yesterday was my "happy bday"! i would like to thank all the people who greeted me! Aica, 6-Dilaw, Jhoann, Heather, Elaine, Christine, Fatti McFat. [Patty] uhm..the b-kada. Grace, Leo..Bianca, Regine, Maan!

Special thanks to..
Lorainne -texting me a happeee bday!
Faye - me calling her to invite her over then, she told me 'apeee bday.
Lyka - for calling me at 5:30 a.m. for a happy bday.
MY LOVING PARENTS,SIBLINGS AND RELATIVES!!!!!!!!!

Aylabshu guyz! Thank you :)

bored

2005-10-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

I'm so bored...feeling so guilty too. kasi, nwala ko ung Ciara Cd at Hip Hop groove ng ninong koh. my plan now is to buy a new one before he knows it. Problem is, where the hell did he buy those stupid cds..hopeless. and bored because nothing to talk about pro, nagpa-hena akoh. tattoo..it's a dragon. people, wg sbhin na mern akong tattoo sa mga teachers ah! bwal ata iyan!!!! :)

[YEHEY!]

2005-10-13T01:32:00.000-07:00

Attention: BUKAS PO AY BDAY KOH NA! Yup, it's my bday tomorrow! weeeee...:) haha. happeeee.....

for those who care to read ths..

2005-10-06T00:35:00.000-07:00

I'm happy enought to answer that im baackk..ha-ha. im really bored with my site...and there's nothing much left to see...so, knakalimutan koh na xa. Anyway, exams are up...hirap ng Filipino [ugghh] hindi koh naintindihan ung story..as much as I didn't understand the frickin' direction....Language was fine..except that the spelling part was hard...shoot...i dont think I know how to spell suburban...[what the..?] I just learnt how to after the test..well,..we went to Gateway and SM a while ago..yeah..we had to find a suitable top for my godfather's engagement party with his gf..because.. I already have a skirt and everything..the only thing im missing is the top...so, we had to look for one a while ago. Damn, my feet were killing me..we had to walk all over gateway just to find a cute top..and when we found one..we had to find another at SM! And..to go over SM..we had to walk.......imagine..how big gateway is..how wide it is...and how large SM is....worst part is: we didn't buy anything from SM...so, i was like pretty upset...bcuz my feet were killing me and I sacrificed just for the sake of getting another top...ughh..[wow andrama..pro, if you were in my situation..i bet you would put or rant like this too!] Anyways, I have a new enemy..she goes by the name U.F.O. [unidentified flying object! :))] grabe..real outerspace alien..she says she wants to make peace but, she really doesnt want to...she has other intentions for you..expecially for US!.....

what the hell?!

2005-09-29T00:30:00.000-07:00

wtf?

2005-09-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

I was given the chance by God to produce sound by just opening my lips and sending what my heart desires. And, right now..I'm going to be telling you how i feel.
I hate her for what she has done to me. she thinks she can do anything just because of popularity. she never gave the chance for others to speak, while she gave herself a chance to hurt and beg. She was very frank with what she said, almost too frank to even forget what we've just said. she cares for herself and no one more. She chooses who was right or who was not. She once betrayed me and I thought she never would again, but, then it happened...and happened again. She was too happy for words, to silly for actions. She was livin the life everyone hated. She doesn't know how many people she hurts with just one word. I hate her so much for this. And just might never forgive her for what she has done. you may not know what I'm talking about, or dont even care..but, I said what i said and there's nothing more to even say.

I hate you so much.....xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Family Day

2005-09-16T20:14:00.000-07:00

Family day ng kapatid ko ngaun. Grabe, exhausting..I can't say I had fun..It was really exhausting. Not to mention crowded. Some parents were really rude. Yeah, they used the word "please" but, they meant it in a rude-sort of way. Everything was really complicated...especially when my dad had to leave at 8:30 to go to Tagaytay because of a meeting he was going to have. "Poor Mariel" was what I wanted to say..it made me feel bad. My throat was aching as he went away..thinking about Mariel. I could see the hurt in her eyes...she was aching for her father. :sigh: This sounds like a teleserye but, only in a different way. They're dealing with fantasy right now..while we're dealing with reality. Grabe, I have to admit, I can really be so drama..but, this is how I really feel. anyways, ..later n lng. bored p koh.

bestie..

2005-09-10T22:37:00.000-07:00

My best friend e-mailed me a while ago. That really changed my mood. I went from abnormaly sad to normally happy! :) I was glad she e-mailed me soo fast. :) This was a first! ha-ha. She's living in NYC now. Yes, the beautiful NYC! Yea heard. Yeah, where Jake Long lives. :)) so, anyways, this is her letter or e-mail to me. She's kinda wrong grammar..but, im used to it! :))

hoy babae, anong sinasabi mo diyan, im still the girl you know and i still ur bestfriend camille ur old na also coz u have ur period. im in grade 6 na din. we will be always bestfriends even though im here and ur there. alam mo cammile i will cme back im not going to die in here and i dont want to im not planning to live here in my entire whole life baliw ka ba...... in probably just wait 10 more years probably. im not going to leave u... behind. i love you very much dont worry im not going anywhere.we will still do sleep overs and stuff ung rememeber everytime tayo watch movie we are like together and like we have mighty glue in our hands kasi parang ako yung mommy mo... im stil like that so dont worry kasi im not going to change not ever.. i will always love you and heather kasi u are part of my life already u are part of my hearth where ever i go ur in my shadow i always think of u and heather. like tayong tatlo ni heather and peaunut butter and jelly. ikaw jelly si heather peunut buttter tapos ako bread kasi i like protecting u guys. anyways my sister wil maia me a cellphone try band so emeil me ur cell number asnd heather cell number so u could send me stuff but i cant reply everytime kasi ung load mahal it cost 25 pesos for one text so sorry nalang kung hinid ako minsan reply but if u send me stuff here i think its 1 pesos. im not sure. dito cammile we swith classe parang sa social studeis dun sa room 515 or kung ung math room 228 iba saiba classes. tapos may locker kami hinid suse combination ung iniikot mo. tapos mahab... tapos u have 4 minutes to get to ur classes and get ur stuff in ur locker....its pretty cool but im not really happy coz u guys ae not with me in my school coz in miriam lagai ako sama niniyo lara tayo nagng jackstone pag recess time na remeber mo yun? tayo ni heather esther ikaw ako. and do u remeber ung babae celine ung sabi mo gaya siya ng style ko and the way i walk talk and tell jokes in school. yup i still remember her......camille always send me stuff.and if u want u could call me in my house phone here it is 631-940-3141. ALWAYS REMEMVER I LOVE U AND HEATHER SPEKING OF HETHER MUSTA NA SIYA SI CHIPS..... I JUST emeiled her dad...... tito karl and kausta everybody. ohh and rmeber ung room ni heather may 1 peso dun ni glue niya dati dati dati pa...... pi nikc up ko ung na ka glue naman...haha joke joke joke lan yun niya si paul ata nag glue doon e...... e musta na yung lalake si christian the boy yung tinutukson niyo ako. nakaktawa yun e.. okay bye i love you i mss you.ohh i will tell u more stuff about period. okay bye i love you i miss you

From: Yumi

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2005-09-09T16:03:00.000-07:00

Ever felt that the world is jst simply un-fair? Well, I have and goes like this. As usual, I woke up late since there was no school today [around 8:30] so, eating my breakfast and watching t.v. at the same time..then, there was a loud beep beep! At the gate of my Grandma's haus. I know it was my mother since, she had work today. So, upon her arrival [wow! how formal] I kissed her "hi" and went to the computer. Seeing my younger sister, our bunso, Mariel using it..I waited patiently by her side. Then, my other younger sister, Margie arrived and said "Hello Ate.." then, she looked at Mariel and said "ako naman.." So, as I set my eyes on Margie, I figured she was wearing a panglabas outfit. "Saan ka pupunta dete" Dete is what we call to the 2nd girl in the family..not the 2nd new-born baby. Since, our 2nd sibling is a boy he is ought to be called kuya since he is the first born boy. gets? [we call each other by that name since, my dad and his other 9 siblings [he was the 2nd to the last to be born] used those names. we figured it would be fun to use it too..] Anyways, she told us "lalabas kme ni Mama" I looked at her again ang poked her cheek gently and asked "Saan kayo pupunta?" She said with her eyes glued on the screen "pupunta kme sa labas...manunuod kme ng movie," then, she said "ng SKY HIGH" I looked at her with a wide-eyed expression. "Ha?!" I was like thinking...but, i thought the whole family was going to be watching it. Mama promised. I rushed to mama and said "Ma, totoo ba po? na manunuod kayo ng Sky High?" then, she said "Oo, bakit?" "but..but ma!!" I went to her "You said na tayong lahat ung manunuod. " then, she said "Eh diba nakanuod ka na?" "ng sky high?" i asked "noo..sisterhood. ng movie i mean.." i want to say DUH! but, instead i said "Yah...pro, you promised na manunuod tayong sky high" she then said "oo nga..pero, you had your turn..gusto rin nila" I groaned "Uggh..bkit ba nila ako kinokopya? ano yun, gagwin nila kng gagwin ko un?!" then she said "Hindi naman sa ganoon. They just wanted their turn..." "i know! pro, sky high? the coolest movie ever! Kayo lng manunuod..?! dapat lahat kami!" My mom sighed. Ugggh..as if she's the one suffering here!! "Eh kasi nga they want their turn naman. hindi naman pwde na ikaw lng" Ugggh!! there she goes again. Pointing to me. making me feel guilty. WTF! "I mean, kailangan ko maipakita na hindi ikaw lng. Sila rin. ok?" No..it's not okay..I wanted to tell her that she is being so unfair. that she's breaking so many promises. even her daughters heart. So, while she was talking I just sang hollaback girl and screaming the word: SHIT while she was talking. then, she said "ayan na nga binigay ko na yung gusto mo..reklamador ka pa rin. You keep on complaining" UGH! How can I not complain if she broke her promise. If she began to be so unfair. Plus, this is not about me. IT'S ABOUT HER PROMISE! AND THAT WATCHING SKY HIGH WOULD BE UNFAIR FOR MY OTHER SIBLINGS..SINCE IT WAS THE COOLEST MOVIE EVER AND THAT SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELLING PANTS WAS BETTER. Well, how does she think I feel now? I think she has favoritism. And one of them, is Margie and Mariel. Joel and I...I DONT THINK SO. uggjhhh this is soo unfair. sometimes i wish to tell my mother how i feel. how i really feel. But, even if Ido..she'd sent me to my room and ground me for the rest of all eternity. It's okay is she does that because of a big mistake I make...but, just reasoning out..........then grounding me. I do not think so..

Making life even worst than before..
Camille. = I never really wanted it to happen like this. I have no control of what's happening. so, i just have to go with it. Like a clone robot..never finding the solution to freedom. :sigh:

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2005-09-08T17:01:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Killer! ha-ha. Wuh luhlng. Iyun na ung bagong game nmen ni Edjess. ha-ha. kasi, it's like this..magseselect kau ng mga cards to represent the Killer, the Doctor, The Police, and the Victim/s. for example: *King = Killer *Queen = Doctor *Police = Jack. *Any numbers = Victims. So, Anyways, if you receive a card for example, you're the KILLER. You have to wink at anybody. But, if you by accident wink at the police she/he has to say: "You're under arrest!" Gets? So, anyways, for example, you wink at a victim..she has to say "I'm dead" but, she shouldn't open her card YET! *take note: NOT YET!* Now, the Doctor's job is too heal the patient w/o anyone seeing but, the victim alone. Now, the Doctor has to look at the girl and make behlat to her [ha-ha. panget. make behlat to her. ] If ever you dont know what behlat means it's like this: :P ok? So, when the VICTIM sees the doctor do that to her...she has to get her card and is part of the game again. Ok? gets. Now, the Police can't say "you're under arrest" to the killer or to someone w/o seeing it actually. Caught in the act. [C I A as Janice would call it. ] Ha-ha. Hope you have fun doing it naman. hehe.

nxt topic...
Well, College Day knina. Had a real fun time. well, ALMOST! only had fun eating and entertainig the grade2. they seem so fragile [noh?]. The walk..well, no comment on that..but, I was glad to get some excercise. plus, it would have been fun if SOME PEOPLE didn't have to be soo feeling. :sigh: I'm also having a hard time in grade 6. Or not really having a hard time..just, mostly, having baad trips. I'm not talking about school work or even tests. [tests are unbearable...and YOU have to agree on this.] It's jst that my problems are that "somebody" who think she's all that just because of a couple of friends she has. Which, btw, wouldn't have happened if I didnt make friends with them. Ughh..I liked grade 5 better even if I had more than one enemy. And even though we were treated like little kids. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. I learned a big lesson here : never trust anybody. They can turn to be backstabbers once in a while. Ughh..what a biyatch! ugh.. aii nku. well, nweiz..i'll post later on..ok? my ka-chat lng kasi ako eh! ha-ha. mern ring problems. well, preho kme...GOOD LUCK NA LNG SAU ERIKA!

just went to the moviesss with mommy dearest.

2005-09-03T01:19:00.000-07:00

nakakalungkot pala ang sisterhood of the travelling pants. I was sobbing in my chair quietly while watching the movie. I wasn't looking at my mom because she might see me crying. I am not emotional! Neither having mood swings. It was just really soo....sad. :( :sighs: I also didn't go to Gateway as planned. The movie was already closed in Gateway. So, sorry Edjess! It had to happen like this. :sighs: Maybe next time we'll be able to watch a movie. W/o out my mom. ha-ha. Anyways, I had a really fun time with my mom. Not that, she's not fun to be with. We shopped to-gether. And, guess what? She also bought me a ring of my choice. It was a big ring to tell you the truth. A BIG RED RING. with a flower on the side. it's not that fancy. But, what can I say? I like the color red. ha-ha. I MIGHT bring it to school. But, it's really big. I dont think they'll allow that kind of ring. it costs 359 pesos. ALOT huh?! And, after watching a movie we also went to tortilla fusion! Yes, we ate AGAIN! and their shake was like [cookies and cream] 4or 5 inches long! but, also delicious. not that sweet not too uhm, matabang?! hehe. haii. the nachos were great and so was my day. i wasn't able to buy a guitar though. For my guitar lessons. Which I might be taking in U.P.! :sighs: After shopping and all sorts of stuff.

yess. i like this day.

2005-09-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

Wanna know why I like this day? Punyeta! it's a Friday kasi. Oh yea, we didn't win :( :sighs: but, luckily a kinder section did. And guess what? It was ROSAS! [yeah! congrats.] i think sister section na kme. ha-ha. not xur. bastah Rosas was rily baet to us even though we didn't win. We were heartbroken actually. But, even though we lost, we actually HAD to admit that a DESERVING [iyan R0sas ha! DESERVING] section rily won. I'm proud of you ROSAS!! Good luck in competing. M.Y.S.P. -Make your school proud! ha-ha. ka-cornihan ko. Anyways, I was pretty mad or rather angry at some Dilawistas a while ago. [names not mentioned] I can't tell you the reason. he-he. baka mabasa nung iba at sabhin dun sa mga kagalit ko. And I would get not really into trouble. Pero, bsta na! haha. Anyways, I was glad it was a Friday today. Mayroon nga lng kmeng kapitbahay. I wasn't sure if I'm going or not. but, more on the possibility of not going!! ha-ha. We're going to GATEWAY kasi. Me and my mom. hehe. We're going to be watching SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELLING PANTS. In case you want to know. hehe. and uhm, coincidence..Edjess and her other barkada will be going to Gateway too. Watching a movie. Only, Sky high. But, they changed it so that magki-kitah kits kme. Cool ayt? Wel, nweiz, wla na ako maxadong masabi........nxt tym n lng! :))

is there anything i cant do that she can?

new blog!

pictures.

STUPID INTERNET.

depression

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Yo.

music!

BDAY KO!

Haha

Story telling. ;)

Hmm.

STRESS.

Science. :(

Science. :(

Tagal.

Whooo.

First day.

school na bukas.

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LAST DAYS..

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Ughh..

BLOGGING. =))

where to begin..?

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tagal..

tinatamad mag update..

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UGH!

milo best

natulog kila Queena

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Updating once more..

Hayyy...

sleeping over!

Hmmm...

wala na masabi.

wala palang pasok.

School is back

gusto ko pa mag fair

FAIR!

pictures

haha. benta..

my day..

Death day naa..

walang mapag-usapan.

hmm.

walang magawa..

going through life with "guilty" with me.

lookie!

friday naa..

award-winning layout

*2006 here i come*

new year na..

my day starts...

feeling boredd...

merry xmas!!

countdown..

vacation naa...

exammsss

field trip..

aa fair to the max

what a day

PTC

recollection

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least expected

nothing to do

bored

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for those who care to read ths..

what the hell?!

wtf?

Family Day

bestie..

new layout

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just went to the moviesss with mommy dearest.

2006 here i come

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